Writing

Advice to Newly Published Indies

Since I started publishing my books in 2014, I have seen some shit. I’ve watched small publishers rapidly close and force a whole genre of authors to go primarily indie, trends change, retailers suddenly change algorithms of sales metrics to screw over authors, and of course the rise and fall of various social media platforms. In that time, I’ve had what I consider to be modest success as a writer, and I thought I would share some things that I have watched newer indies do with varying levels of dread. It doesn’t feel like my place to step in and tell people these things aren’t a good idea. Then again, as my colleagues on Bluesky pointed out when I mentioned making this post, you showed up to read this, so I can only assume you want advice from someone who has been at this for 12 years.

  1. Focus on good writing and good covers– This feels like it should be self-explanatory, but in this day and age, it isn’t. The best places to spend your money as a writer are on good editing and a good cover. If you spend money on nothing else, spend it on those two things in that order. Sometimes, you’re lucky enough to have friends who are more experienced writers who can give you good feedback or help you self-edit your work, and that’s fine. I do that as well, but I highly recommend spending money on a professional cover. Covers are what catch people’s eye on social media and retailer websites, so make sure it looks good and it fits the genre of your work. Look at other people in your genre with good covers and try to find out who their cover artists are, so you can commission them. DO NOT USE AI FOR EDITING, WRITING, COVERS, ETC. You will be [rightfully] black balled by other authors and readers.
  2. If you have to rely solely on art or other bells and whistles, your writing isn’t strong enough– After the Milo Winter/Age of Scorpius incident, this has been added to my list. Art is great and can definitely help sell a book online, but when you rely solely on art and show nothing of your writing, then there’s a problem. If no one seems interested in your actual writing, you may be showing parts of your book that aren’t interesting without context or you could need to work on your craft a bit. There’s no shame in going back to the drawing board, learning more, and writing a new and better book. There is shame in duping people by luring them with art and knowingly giving them meh, under-baked writing.
  3. Backlist is king– Nothing sells book one like book 2. They don’t even need to be in a series to help sell your other books. Before you get into doing major marketing or paying for promo, I highly recommend having at least three books. Otherwise, it’s a waste of money. If you don’t have a few books, what happens is that people who are interested buy that one book, and then, that’s it. With promo, the hope is they will enjoy what you marketed, and then, go buy the other books you have for sale. You want the biggest bang for your buck if you’re forking out money for marketing or promo, so hold onto that until you have a backlist. Obviously, still post and talk about your first book, send out ARCs, etc. to get more eyes on it.
  4. Special editions aren’t worth it until you have a backlist- Please see the previous bullet about backlist. There is no reason to make a special edition of your first and only book, especially at the beginning. A) you have a very small audience of readers who will want this B) no one knows who you are or why they would want to buy an expensive version of your book C) it feels like a vanity project or that you are trying to lure people in with pretty art rather than good writing. Yes, there is a market for special editions, but they are from established authors with many books or traditionally published authors who are very well known even if they have only a few books (like Madeline Miller). You are an indie with one book, and this is a colossal waste of time and money at the beginning.
  5. Swag boxes and conventions can wait– With the rise of Tiktok and Booktok, I have seen a lot of newbie indie authors try to make swag boxes or special edition boxes. Once again, you have a very small audience, no one knows who you are, and this is a waste of money that could be spent on book 2. The other thing I’ve seen is a lot of people with only one or two books tabling at conventions. If you are really into conventions, have fun, but consider the ROI. Sometimes, the table fees, hotel stays, and travel costs are very high, and if you only have one or two books to sell, there’s a good chance you won’t make back your money. Fancy book boxes and conventions can be great once you have a more established audience or a larger backlist, but early on, the ROI isn’t there for most people.
  6. Influencers aren’t your audience– Going off the swag box bit, influencers are not your audience. I think part of why people make swag boxes is because they think they can send them to people, and they’ll show them off to their social media audiences. Influencers do this for trad publishes who send lavish boxes, but unless their audience matches perfectly with your ideal reader, you are probably wasting your time and money. The best exposure I have ever had was from normal readers who REALLY liked my books and talked about them loudly on social media. Those are the people you want to court and potentially get onto your ARC team for book 2 because they are almost guaranteed to post about it if they enjoyed your book and recommend it to friends.
  7. Don’t fixate on virality– I think most authors would love it if we could tap into a large audience, but going viral doesn’t guarantee that the right readers are going to find you. There’s always the chance that your book might be under-baked, and you’re setting yourself up for several thousand 3 stars or lower reviews. Virality also doesn’t guarantee sales. Most experienced authors will tell you that even if a post blows up, you only get a handful of sales out of it, which is great but not worth chasing it. The Milo Winter situation is a good example of why going viral isn’t always the best thing. It’s also like chasing a unicorn. It makes far more sense to focus on writing another good book and then another because readers want consistency and decent quality. It’s a marathon, not a sprint.
  8. Audiobooks sell– Let me start out by saying I know that audiobooks cost a lot to produce, but they are worth it. I am someone who gets audiobooks made for their books usually 6+ months after the book initially releases. It’s a good way to get new eyes on the book, almost like it’s a new release, and I get an uptick in sales. I find they are far more worth it than other marketing strategies and it makes my books accessible to a whole new audience. Some caveats: make sure you get a good narrator who knows what they’re doing and pay them well. I don’t recommend using royalty share through ACX/Audible because it requires exclusivity and you are potentially stiffing your narrator if your book doesn’t sell. I much prefer to save up and pay someone outright for the audiobook production, so I can release it on every platform I can. It’s a far better investment to save money for an audiobook over a special edition.
  9. If you make promises, deliver or people will stop trusting you– This goes for selling things and for telling people a new story is coming out and then shelving it. If you keep toying with people (accidentally or on purpose), they will stop trusting you. Lately, I’ve heard about way too many people who had to refund everyone for random ideas that didn’t pan out or people who were constantly setting preorders to rob Peter to pay Paul, so to speak. If you find you are spiraling, stop, regroup, refund people if they bought something. Being honest and taking things one thing at a time is a much better idea than panic grabbing onto whatever money you make because you fucked up. You’re just making a bigger mess for yourself down the line.
  10. If you spaghetti fling your publishing strategy, you will burn out– Note the word “strategy.” When you publish, you need to assume that you are in it for the long haul, and that means that you probably will not make a great deal of money in the beginning unless you are exceedingly lucky. That’s why I keep harping on backlist and consistency. Readers don’t expect you to pump out four books a year. They just want you to consistently publish, show them some bits to get them excited, and keep them in the loop. What I have seen a lot lately are people diving headfirst into anything that might make them money, panicking when it doesn’t work, and immediately swinging onto the next thing until they burn out having gotten nowhere. You have to be realistic with yourself and keep your day job or side hustle or whatever keeps you fed because you cannot realistically make a living wage off one or two books as an indie. Talk to more experienced authors about what they’ve done or trends they’ve noticed, set a course and a time period to do it, and follow through with it while writing more books. If you constant flit from thing to thing hoping to make money, you will end up getting no where, being stressed, and having less money than you made because you probably invested in something that didn’t pan out. Giving yourself 6-12 months to do something consistently will work far better than constantly running to the next thing.

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May 2026 Wrap-Up Post

May is finally over. This month feels like a transition into [hopefully] significantly less chaos. We finished Katie’s radiation treatments, she’s healing up, and Edgar is being his peppy self again, so everything is on the up and up. Can you tell I am so hesitant to say this for fear of jinxing it? Here are the goals I had for May:

  • Write more of “An Unexpected Christmas”
  • Brainstorm more changes for Flowers and Flourishing before I rewrite it
  • Finish grading/turn in grades
  • Finish Katie’s radiation treatments
  • Figure out next steps for that
  • Take partner to get glasses
  • Plant pumpkins and peppers
  • Continue to avoid burnout
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Monthly newsletter

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read exactly 8.

  1. Hemlock and Silver by T. Kingfisher- 4 stars, a poison expert is called to the palace to help cure the king’s daughter of a mysterious malady only to discover a mirror world with some horrifying secrets. There’s also a hunky, himbo guard that I loved very much.
  2. Dearest Beast (#3) by Felicia Grossman- 4 stars, a riff on Beauty and the Beast that features an upper class Jewish man who is forced to temporarily house a working class Jewish midwife after his daughter accidentally wrecks her shop. It’s a disdain with passion to love relationship. At first, I wasn’t sure how I felt about this pairing, but it grew on me the longer they were together.
  3. The Culinarians by David S. Shields- 4 stars, a nonfiction book on important and famous chefs from the 1800s. It was incredibly interesting to read about the lives of chefs during this time period, especially the Black and female chefs/caterers. I think this pairs really nicely with Turning the Tables as a way to round out the information. The author also has a ton of good recs at the beginning of the book for more specific aspects or groups related to 19th century culinary history.
  4. A Long and Speaking Silence (#7) by Nghi Vo- 5 stars, a jump back to Cleric Chih’s early days with Singing Hills where they get stuck in a village that is dealing with the growing tensions between the local population and immigrants fleeing a natural disaster. Chih tries to help a young woman and ends up learning more about her own history as well.
  5. Platform Decay (#8) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, MurderBot is sent to rescue several of Mensa’s family members that are stuck behind enemy lines only to be forced to rescue a past enemy’s family as well. This leads to danger, road trips, and plenty of ridiculousness.
  6. The Titan’s Bride (#8) by ITKZ- 4 stars, as always, I love the way the MCs have grown together and become even better than they were separately. It’s lovely to see the human MC get involved in Titan culture and try to help his partner gather support in his kingdom and make things better for everyone.
  7. Yield Under Great Persuasion by Alexandra Rowland- 5 stars, a grumpy, bitter man who runs a tea shop finds out that he and his frienemy lover have both been blessed by the harvest/fertility goddess. At first, he’s quite pissed as he feels they have both done him dirty, but he soon realizes he is holding himself back. It was really nice to watch a character try to become a new/better person and while doing so, still struggle. Very cozy in a get your ass kicked by the harvest goddess and reality sort of way.
  8. We Could Be Anyone by Anna-Marie McLemore- 4 stars, con artist siblings pose as a ghost and spiritualist medium in order to swindle rich people only to realize the ghosts haunting the resort may be real. I like other McLemore books more as I felt the characterization at the beginning was rushed compared to other works by them. At the same time, I enjoyed these two and the queerness infused throughout the book along with references to mythology.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Katie finished her radiation treatments and got to ring the end of cancer treatment bell (I got weepy- the vets and techs were so good to her, and she is healing up really well)
  • Katie went back for a follow-up and got a clean bill of health (x-rays and a recheck in September)
  • Edgar had a Lyme disease flare, got antibiotics, and is better now
  • Finished grading my classes’ work and turned in grades
  • Had to get my car towed/fixed because it died in the driveway, which was, thankfully, a semi cheap and easy fix as a battery cable needed to be replaced, but holy stress Batman, why does it have to be when I need to take my dog to get radiation.
  • I managed my stress on and off. Please see the aforementioned bullet point for why I called my mom panic-crying from the driveway on a Monday morning.
  • Reread and replotted “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Started working on “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5) again
  • Read Flowers and Flourishing and took some more notes about how I will expand it in the near future
  • Set up all of my spreadsheets and writing stuff for June
  • Got back into working out again (my arms hurt, lol)
  • Got a pepper plant (but forgot to plant my pumpkin seeds)
  • Played Coral Island to decompress my brain

Blogs


Writing

At the end of April, I decided to take a writing hiatus because I was frying myself with work and taking Katie to her radiation appointments. This turned out to definitely be the correct choice. Before when I tried to write, it was like trying to do so when I had a migraine but without the pain. Prolonged stress had sapped my short-term memory, executive function, and word recall. Word recall tends to be the thing that short-circuits first if I have a migraine aura, and I’m not going to lie, it freaked me out to lose words that I definitely knew. After some Googling, I confirmed that this is very common when someone is stressed out for a prolonged period (like from February to May), and taking a few weeks to let my brain decompress as I finished taking Katie to and from her treatments as the semester wrapped up was needed. I like to pretend that I’m super human and able to handle anything life throws at me, but when it comes to my dogs, I lose my ability to cope.

Toward the halfway point of May, I finally picked up “An Unexpected Christmas” again. I reread it and didn’t like the tone and pacing of it, so I scrapped the draft and started over. I could feel my own stress permeating all of it to the point that it contaminated the narrative. Even Oliver felt more wound up than he ought to be given the situation. Restarting it has made the process easier, and I think it will be far better than the previous draft now that everyone has room to breathe. It will also probably be longer than anticipated, so at least you all are getting more value for waiting a little extra time. Once again, thank you all for your patience and kind words during this rough time. I appreciate you all so much.


Hopes for June

  • Write the majority (if not all) of “An Unexpected Christmas”
  • Edit “An Unexpected Christmas”
  • Continue working on the notes for the Flowers and Flourishing rewrite
  • Proof the chapters of the audiobook for The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Maintain my mental health
  • Do something fun with my partner for our anniversary
  • Take my partner to her doctor’s appointments (there are several)
  • Plant my pumpkin seeds
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out my newsletter
Personal Life

Why Kara is Struggling to Write

I don’t do personal posts nearly as often as I used to, but I wanted to update you all on why I am so behind on basically everything. I apologize if this one is a bit heavy, but my life has been a bit of a shit show since February to the point that I feel like a bad news bear. CWs for pet death and pet medical stuff.

If you’ve read through my monthly wrap-ups for January and February, you know some of this. In January, I worked up to the wire on The Reanimator’s Fate and then, decided to take a few weeks off from writing to recover my brain. In mid-February, I decided to start working in earnest on “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5). Within two days of doing this, Finn, my oldest and best boy had repeated seizures and had to be put to sleep. He was eighteen years old and lived a very long and good life, which is what I take solace in. He was a very healthy and robust dog until the last six months or so of his life where he needed a lot more care and attention. I miss him immensely, especially hugging him and giving him sweet baby kisses, and still catch myself checking on him, even though it’s been over a month. We celebrated my partner’s birthday a few days later on a rather somber note, and the week immediately after, Edgar (15 year old soul dog) had a medical problem.

Edgar is fine now, by the way, but he scared the ever-loving shit out of me. He went outside and suddenly, his mouth started bleeding nonstop to the point that I thought he was going to bleed out in my kitchen. I took him to one local vet (not my usual one as he was closed), had an absolutely traumatizing experience with a vet who was incredibly unprofessional and ageist regarding my seemingly healthy but bleeding dog. Long story short, he said that he probably had cancer and should be put down. I was like fuck that and fuck you and took him to an emergency vet half an hour away. Somewhere along the way, his mouth stopped bleeding and in the car, he spat out a glob of tissue that turned out to be the tumor that had been bleeding in his mouth. The emergency vet was lovely and took the tissue glob to be biopsied. Even after Edgar seemed okay, I was freaking the hell out because Edgar was anemic and not himself for over a week, which once again tested my nervous system. Luckily, he recovered fully with some antibiotics, and the tumor turned out to be an encapsulated piece of plant material that somehow ruptured/ripped open in his mouth. An absolutely bizarre ending to that horrific experience, but I’ll take anti-climatic at this point.

Following Edgar and Finn’s medical episodes, we took Katie (10 yr old dachshund mix) to the vet because she has had a lump slowly growing on her nose for several months. At first, we thought it was an allergy lump because she has allergy problems and rubs that spot. The vet did a biopsy on it, and it turned out to be soft tissue sarcoma, which is a kind of cancerous tumor. Luckily, it doesn’t tend to metastasize, especially if it’s a low grade tumor. This past Friday she had surgery to remove the tumor from her nose. The downside is that they can’t get wide/perfect margins on a dog’s nose due to how little space there is, so while the vet got most it, she will probably need a follow-up treatment like radiation or chemo to kill the remaining cells to keep it from growing back. We will find out next steps once the full biopsy is in and her face heals up. She’s only ten and a small dog, so she could live another five to eight years without issue if those remaining sarcoma cells are nuked. I made a donation thing in case anyone would like to contribute to her cancer treatment as it will be a lot of money by the end. My mom is helping us pay for it, but after her and Edgar’s repeated trips to the specialty vet, I am scraping the bottom of the barrel on my savings.

I also want to give a giant thank you to everyone who has donated to her care so far. Everyone has been so lovely asking after her and offering their support, and I appreciate my fellow writers and readers so much ;—; It’s been a very rough two months, but this has made it slightly less anxiety-inducing. I struggle to ask for help and continually feel guilty when I do so, but for my dogs, I will do it.

My dogs are my babies. I spend all my time with them when I’m not at work. They are my constant companions, and unfortunately, when they are having issues, it is very hard for me to focus on anything else. I feel like my brain is finally hitting some equilibrium now that Katie’s surgery is done with, but writing has been a very slow-go. I plan to work on “An Unexpected Christmas” while starting the rewrite and expansion of Flowers and Flourishing, so there shouldn’t be too much lag with the latter. I’m actually really excited to flesh out Agatha and Louisa’s story for rerelease, but I also want to give you all a fun Oliver and Felipe story. I appreciate everyone’s patience when it comes to getting AUC out. If you can hang in a little longer, I promise it will be worth it. Oh, and there will be dogs.

Writing

Chasing the Market

Recently, I was watching a video from LauraRaeSpeaks on Youtube about this author who was using AI. Now, you all know I hate AI and am staunchly against it, but this is less about AI and more about something the AI-reliant author said, which was that once you get further along in your author career and get serious, writing what you want takes a backseat to writing to market. I’ve heard a lot of authors say this, and as an author who has been publishing since 2014, I vehemently disagree with this position.

What I think gets lost in this discussion is that there are two markets:

  1. the general market of readers- who are the people who read and spend the most money and what genres do they buy?
  2. the market of your readers- who are the people who love your work and what do they like about your work in particular?

I am very against chasing market #1. The reason is that you quickly become homogenized and lost you when you chase the market. Keep in mind that the market is always changing based on people’s whims. If romantasy is popular, then you’re a romantasy author. If contemporary sports romance is popular, then you’re a contemporary sports romance writer. You have no identity outside of whatever genre you’re chasing. It’s very easy to become homogenized by writing what you think readers want, which quickly becomes the same tropes, archetypes, and stories everyone else in that genre is putting out. The result is an identity-less, middling body of work with no soul or passion behind it.

And unless you can write ridiculously fast and to trend, you aren’t going to be able to keep up. If you’re hellbent on putting out 3-5 books a year in an uber popular genre because some rando on the internet says that is the only way to make money, you are going to burn yourself out. Creativity cannot be sustained on money and profit-driven drive alone, so unless there is something in those genres that spark joy, you will flame out and crash your career at some point.

Authors who chase trends can absolutely make money, but my question to you is, do you want a quantity of readers or quality readers? The problem with constantly shifting with trends is that the second that genre becomes passe, you are identity-less and will lose readers the second you hard shift your genre into whatever is now popular. Those readers are into that specific genre, so if your book is one of a hundred sports romances they read that month, they aren’t going to follow you or recommend you as much as someone who loves your work because you wrote it.

This is why I believe you should focus more on market #2- your readers and why they like your work in particular. I’m not going to lie, I write mostly for myself. I write the books I want to read because I’m also my ideal reader, but I also will shift things around or give certain characters more page time because I know my readers like them. Readers who like your work for the special something that is unique to you will follow you through genres, time periods, and even age levels because they like your work.

When I think about my readers and what they like about my books, it’s pretty easy to figure out. They like my work because it’s queer, character-driven, has high emotional intimacy, a bit of heat, angst, lots of historical research, and is a tad morbid or dark while still having a happy ending. No matter what genre, you know what you’re getting with a Kara Jorgensen book. I know that if I decided to write scifi or a different historical period, my readers would stick around because the things that are unique to me will persist. My selling feature isn’t a genre but my style or flavor.

What makes some authors avoid this is because the pool for market 2 is going to be smaller at first because you are less universal, and it will take time for your idea readers to find you. If you’re decent at marketing and can hone in on pre-existing media that fits well with your work, then comps can be a great way to bring in readers who will like your work. With the Reanimator Mysteries, I always say the series is Sleepy Hollow meets Pushing Daisies but queer. Put the romance in necromancer with a dark, mysterious edge and queer characters. A snappy one line summary of the book that fits the book well also works (an autistic necromancer and his accidentally reanimated crush have to solve his murder in 1890s NYC is a snappy summary). You have to do more marketing to find your people, but once you do, they’re more likely to recommend your book loudly and often if they enjoyed it versus people who read 50 books in the same genre every month or two.

The most important thing about writing to your market is that you get to retain the special something that makes you you. That uniqueness can carry authors through different genres and series while still meeting reader expectations every time. One of the reasons I love KJ Charles’s books is because I know I’m getting some morally grey messes solving mysteries or doing crimes. Cat Sebastian’s books always have such emotional depth and complexity while still feeling like a warm hug. Neither author writes in the same subgenre consistently, but that special something is present in every single book, which is why they have become auto-buy authors for me and so many others.

I won’t knock anyone who writes strictly for money. You have to do what’s best for you, but I’m writing all this to let younger authors (and struggling preexisting authors) know that you don’t have to homogenize or sacrifice your style or passions for the market. You just have to find your market and have those people love your work. Now, part of this is also working on your craft, so the other half of the battle is writing a good book, but that’s for another post. Just keep in mind that the authors who write full-time are often the ones who wholly embrace who they are rather than chasing trends.

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Writer Rambles #2

You ever get mad at yourself because something that should work actually does work, so you’re mad at yourself that you put off doing it for so long. That was me this month with using sprints and giving myself concrete writing goals. I used to do this religiously, but recently, I fell off the wagon due to life, work, stress, etc. I told myself that I didn’t need to have goals because I can just write and that’s fine.

*Narrator voice* It was indeed not fine.

I started to get very down about myself because I was struggling to write consistently above a small(ish) amount per day with plenty of work days where I did nothing at all. This led to me feeling bad about myself and internally beating myself up. As you can imagine, this is counterproductive and only makes it harder to write. Not writing makes my mental health slip and my mental health slipping makes me not want to write. It can be a vicious cycle at times. Part of what was making it hard to write and stay on track was I was focusing on a minimum while trying to shoot for a maximum that was unattainable because in my head I was always playing catch-up. “My goal is x, but as long as I shoot for y, I’m okay.” This led to me hitting the smaller goal and feeling bad that I didn’t hit the bigger one. Playing catch-up constantly is stressful as hell, and when you can’t catch up because the goal was unrealistic, it makes everything worse.

In November, I vowed to not do that. I took out my blank word count tracker, set up a monthly goal that was reasonable enough for daily writing where if I missed a day, fully or partially, I could catch up in a day or two. So far, it has been working, and I’m mad at myself for not doing it sooner last month. I wish I had taken a second, regrouped, and restarted my word count goal midway through. My absolute refusal to recalibrate was my downfall, and I’m trying to be better about it because my autistic brain does not like to change or deviate from a plan once I have it in place.

If you’re curious as to what I am using right now to track all of this, I would like to warn you that I have redundancies because I’m still figuring out what my brain prefers at this point. I have a monthly sprints tracker from Sarra Cannon’s Heartbreathing resource library that I’m using to specifically track sprints each day as well as my word count. To track my overall writing goal until I finish, I’m using Pacemaker (which lowkey stresses me out a little, so I haven’t been using it as consistently), but for my monthly goal, I’m trying out TrackBear because a friend was recommending it. It’s similar to Nanowrimo’s graphs, which I think a lot of people will like. I find it less stressful to look at than Pacemaker right now. I have no idea why, but if it works, it works.

Sprinting has also helped a lot when I’m feeling resistance about writing because it is a concise amount of time that I need to work, and after that, I can be done. Often by the time I finish, I’m less stressed and can easily keep writing. I bought a timer cube to help with this as well because I had a bad habit of pausing internet-based timers. I really hate the fact that I need to work around my brain so much, but I’m trying to be kind to myself because the outside world in the US is very stressful and feeling out of control makes my anxiety so much worse.

The lesson I would like you to take away from this that took me too long to figure out is that if something isn’t working, stop and take a step back. Figure out what you need to do to regroup, be realistic with what you are capable of, and start over. You can get back on track. You just need to be flexible and allow yourself to do so.

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October 2025 Wrap-Up Post

October has been productive yet anti-climactic. It’s been one of those months where things weren’t bad, but they weren’t particularly good either. I’ve been trying to enjoy the small things more, like the leaves changing and spending time with my partner and pets. And, of course, writing. Let’s look at my goals for October again:

  • Write 20,000 words
  • Keep up with grades
  • Maintain my mental health
  • Make a dent in Christmas shopping
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out my monthly newsletter
  • Cover reveal??

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read 11 in October.

  1. Make the Season Bright by Ashley Herring Blake- 4 stars, a sapphic second chance romance between childhood sweethearts set against a Hallmark style holiday matchmaking event. Of all of Blake’s books, I think this is my favorite so far, mostly due to the complexity of the characters.
  2. Magically Generated by Jackie Lau- 4 stars, a cynical woman and a sunshine man are neighbors in the same building, and she soon learns that not only is he jolly but that he is making ice sculptures all over the city in an unbelievable way.
  3. Queer as Folklore by Sacha Coward- 5 stars, a nonfiction book where the origins of folktales are examined for their queer roots. I loved how this book covered a wide spectrum of creatures and groups, including but not limited to vampires, werewolves, mermaids, pirates, and more much.
  4. A Mouthful of Dust (#6) by Nghi Vo- 5 stars, Cleric Chih reaches a town known for its pork noodles only to find a story about a past famine is far more disturbing than they bargained for. This pairs very well with Eaters of the Dead by Kevin Wetmore.
  5. Cinder House by Freya Marske- 5 stars, a Cinderella retelling where the titular character is a ghost compelled to clean who decides to have one last hurrah as a human and accidentally finds herself in a poly relationship.
  6. What Stalks the Deep (#3) by T. Kingfisher- 5 stars, this book reminded me so much of Jordan L. Hawk’s Widdershins books. Our sworn soldier is summoned to America to help an old friend only to face down monsters in a creepy mine.
  7. Smell by Nagabe- 4 stars, Nagabe’s work is almost always erotic, just as a heads-up. This one is two dogs with a smell kink. Yes, it’s weird. Yes, I still enjoyed it.
  8. The Moon on a Rainy Night (#7) by Kuzushiro- 4 stars, this is a sapphic YA series featuring a hard of hearing character. The girls finally get to put on their chorus performance and work at a maid cafe at school. It’s a very cute episode where we get to see them shine and support each other.
  9. Lore Olympus (#9) by Rachel Smythe- 4 stars, Persephone’s trial is over, and she and Hades are trying to start their life together, only Demeter is once again making things difficult.
  10. The Ancient Magus’s Bride (#21) by Kore Yamazaki, 4 stars, we are beginning a new arc here involving dragons. I really liked this volume as it brought back some older characters. I’m looking forward to seeing where it goes from here.
  11. My Twisted Eating Disorder by Nagata Kabi- 4 stars, Kabi’s work is autobiographical and deals with her many mental health struggles as someone with an addictive personality. I would not recommend this volume if anyone has an eating disorder as it may be triggering, but it was interesting to see inside someone’s mind as they struggle with it.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Mostly worked on The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Caught up on my bookkeeping
  • Worked with my cover designer on the TRF cover
  • Worked on managing my stress better
  • Spent a lot of time with my partner (see bullet point above, lol)
  • My oldest dog had a seizure (he’s okay, but it was scary)
  • Voted in the NJ gubernatorial election
  • Pulled off a successful event at work with my students
  • Graded a shit ton of papers
  • Dealt with repairmen

Blogs


Writing

I don’t want to jinx it, but writing went well in October. I managed to untangle an issue I was having and make a chunk of The Reanimator’s Fate much more focused and less clunky than I had originally planned. I don’t want to give too much away, but I really like the arc in this book, especially the emotional one. Poor Felipe is going through it, as is Oliver. It’s going to be a rough one for the boys, but they will come out of it far stronger by the end. And Gwen also plays an important role in this story as well (since I know so many of you love Gwen like I do).


Hopes for November

  • Write 25,000 words
  • Reread and edit act 2
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out my newsletter
  • Cover reveal (hopefully)
  • Keep up with grading
  • Finish Christmas shopping
Monthly Review

September 2025 Wrap-Up Post

I don’t know about anyone else, but September was the month of chaos for me. Between random family stuff, a bunch of medical appointments, and other things beyond my control, I felt like I was pulled in ten different directions this month. At the same time, I do feel like I did decently but not on my goals for September. Let’s take a look at what they were.

  • Write 20,000 words of TRF
  • Work more on F&F rewrite
  • Set up my goals for Q4
  • Cover reveal
  • Set up preorder for TRF
  • Stay on top of grading
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out newsletter

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read exactly 8.

  1. A Letter from the Lonesome Shore (#2) by Sylvie Cathrall- 4 stars, the final book in a duology set beneath the sea and told through letters and other found objects. It’s a really cool idea, and I absolutely love the main characters. At the same time, some of the characters come off as juvenile or weirder than they’re meant to.
  2. The Dragon’s Promise (#3) by Elizabeth Lim- 4 stars, the second half of Six Crimson Cranes follows the main characters are they reclaim their positions and figure out how to untangled their world from promises made with dragons. I loved the glimpses of history we get from this book and how they tie to the prequel book.
  3. Eaters of the Dead by Kevin J. Wetmore Jr.- 5 stars, a fantastic nonfiction book about how cannibalistic monsters tie back to death rites, famine, and other sociological causes. It was incredibly interesting and very useful if you are someone who is into why monsters appear and how they fit into our history.
  4. Her Radiant Curse (#0) by Elizabeth Lim- 4 stars, this feels more like a third book than a prequel. It needs to be read after The Dragon’s Promise to avoid spoilers for that series. I think I actually liked this better than the other two books in the series. Lim does a fantastic job weaving in folklore into fantasy.
  5. Conquering Writer’s Block by K. M. Weiland- 4 stars, useful for people who need a little reminder as to what is important how to untangle ourselves from brain chaos and doubt. For someone who has been writing for a long time, it’s nothing you don’t already know, but I do think hearing these things and refreshing our memories with a less than a hundred page book can make it worth it and useful when floundering.
  6. The Summer War by Naomi Novik- 5 stars, a book about sibling relationships, ineffectual parents, and how people need to stick together to create a better future. I especially loved how one of the main themes/messages is that leaving anyone behind means leaving everyone behind.
  7. A House with Good Bones by T. Kingfisher- 4 stars, a creepy rather than scary horror book about a house haunted by familial expectation. Really creepy and deliciously soft yet ghoulish (as many of T. Kingfisher’s books are). It probably won’t do it for diehard horror fans, but for chickens like me, it was great.
  8. To Clutch a Razor (#2) by Veronica Roth- 4 stars, a novella about dealing with familial trauma, revenge, and how to make things right. I absolutely LOVE this series and how it combines folklore and modern settings.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Set up the preorder for The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Made my goals for Q4
  • Set up my kanban board for Q4
  • The Reanimator’s Remains won in 3 categories of the Indie Ink Awards
  • Created a retroactive outline for The Reanimator’s Fate as I work on it
  • Did celebratory sushi for morale
  • Got my flu and covid shots
  • Got my car inspected and got my partner’s ID done
  • Paid Q2 author taxes
  • Went to my specialist appoint (just a refill, I’m fine)
  • Took my partner for blood work and doctor appointments
  • Dealt with family health stuff (partner’s, not mine but you know how it is)
  • Stayed on top of my grade… yay *laugh-sob*

Blogs


Writing

Writing this month was equal parts productive and chaotic. I had weeks where things went really well, but toward the end of the month, things went rapidly downhill due to external family chaos and a week full of appointments between me and my partner. I think I would have done better if we didn’t have so much crammed so close together, and as an autistic person, it’s really hard for me to do anything before an appointment and I often need to decompress after an appointment. It just takes the life out of me, as does unpredictable things that have to be done to help someone else. The Reanimator’s Fate has been going well, even with a week of no writing, and I’m really excited having it come out in late January. It will definitely be done by then, *knock on wood*.


Hopes for October

  • Write 20,000 words
  • Keep up with grades
  • Maintain my mental health
  • Make a dent in Christmas shopping
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out my monthly newsletter
  • Cover reveal??

Writing

Giving Myself a Pep Talk

I had a rough week. It was one of those weeks where nothing objectively terrible happened, but a bunch of small things conspired to absolutely wring the life out of you. I was exhausted from the semester starting again, I had a butt ton of papers to give feedback on, I had to go to the DMV to get my car inspected and have my partner get a new ID, my body decided to kick my butt in terms of fatigue and pain, and my partner’s mom ended up in the hospital for a moderately scary issue. Ultimately, mom-in-law is okay and on the mend, the papers got graded, and everything went well, but I barely got any writing done this past week.

On Thursday, I got home from work and thought I would finally be able to write now that everything had settled down, only to have the words bounce off my brain. I could feel myself ready to beat myself up over it, but instead, I stepped back and listened to an audiobook for a few hours before bed. Normally, I would try to just push through or punish myself by refusing to let myself read or decompress with anything fun because I didn’t “deserve” to have dessert if I didn’t eat my vegetables (aka writing). I’ve been trying to be better about recognizing when I’m mentally fried and need to do things to help me refill the well. Void staring as punishment does not help, and I’m glad that I trusted my body and allowed myself to decompress because, even though I didn’t write much on Friday, I was able to reread what I wrote the previous week to reacquainted myself with the text and edit a decent chunk of it.

Even if it was tiny, it was progress. Saturday was a bit better. I hit the point where I realized I needed to major edits on a scene and spent most of the day untangling that mess. Once again, it was a semi-low words day, but I still wrote and still worked on my book. Editing is time consuming and uses up a lot of brain power, which is why it’s sometimes hard to write afterwards. I resisted the urge to beat myself up again on Saturday because I did not hit my minimum goal or catch up. This was all made worse by this being the first week of September– first week, start strong, fresh start, blah blah blah. You get the mentality.

By Sunday, I had hit the realization that it’s just another week in the year. It is one week out of fifty-two, and falling short of your goals because you had a week from hell isn’t a going to ruin The Reanimator’s Fate or set me so far back I can never catch up. It’s fine. I’m fine. The book is fine. Ever since I realized I had to push back the release date for The Reanimator’s Fate, I have felt very guilty about it, even if my readers have been lovely about it. Releasing the book in early 2026 isn’t going to ruin anything or let down my readers who are eagerly waiting for the final book. No one is mad at me. No one hates me. The only one who is beating me up over it is me.

That’s really the crux of the matter: the only one punishing me for not being perfect is me. It’s still hard for me to grapple with the fact that giving 100% does not mean being at peak performance 24/7. I always feel like I should be writing 1k or more a day without fail, but that is unrealistic. 100% sometimes means just rereading what I wrote. Other days, it means just editing, and on bad days, 100% is refilling the well and watching Deadliest Catch while I passively think about what I want to write tomorrow.

My writing career is a marathon, not a sprint, so sustainability is key. Listening to my brain and body is a major part of that, and I’m trying to get better about not beating myself up when I need to take a short break to recharge. Sometimes, a month starts out rough, and that’s okay. A new week is a new week, no matter where in the month it falls. All that matters is that you start again and keep going.

Uncategorized

August 2025 Wrap-Up Post

August has simultaneously been the longest month and still flown by very quickly. This is probably because the semester started again for me this past week, which always makes the month feel a bit chaotic. Before we get into it, let’s get into what my goals were for August:

  • Write 20,000 words of TRF
  • Get my book cover stuff in order for TRF
  • Attempt to work on the F&F rewrite
  • Make my syllabi for my classes
  • Set up my Blackboards for my classes
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out newsletter

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read 9 this month.

  1. The Memory of the Ogisi (#3) by Moses Ose Utomi- 4 stars, this was the conclusion of the Forever Desert series. It was incredibly interesting to see the cycle fully completed and how it relates to the earlier books. Highly recommend if you want a series of novellas that talks about how history is written by the victor and how that affects the future.
  2. The Shortest History of the Dinosaurs by Riley Black- 4 stars, an incredibly thorough yet short(ish) book on the history of the dinosaurs. I love a good overview, and Riley Black does a fantastic job of covering a lot in a way that feels like storytelling rather than info dumping. It makes nonfiction far more palatable.
  3. All Systems Red (#1) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, I’m going to lump the whole series into this one review because I don’t want to give away spoilers, and I think most of the reviews will be similar. I often find robot autistics to be off-putting, but Murderbot being autistic and asexual just hits for me. The poor thing just wants to be left alone to watch their dramas and chill, yet humans continually need savings and feelings keep coming whether they want them or not.
  4. Artificial Condition (#2) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, see book one.
  5. Rapport (#2.5) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, see book one.
  6. Rogue Protocol (#3) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, see book one.
  7. Exit Strategy (#4) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, see book one.
  8. Home (#4.5) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, see book one.
  9. Thornhedge by T. Kingfisher- 4 stars, a twist on the princess in a tower story involving a Muslim knight who keeps apologizing and a human-turned-faerie who just wants to protect humanity from the princess in the tower. T. Kingfisher is fabulous at turning fairytales on their head and humanizing characters you may have never thought about before.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Decided to push my release date of TRF to January 2026
  • Managed to keep my mental health out of the trash
  • Played a lot of Tiny Bookshop
  • Survived my first week back at work
  • Made/juggled a bunch of appointments for my partner
  • Set up my Blackboard accounts for my classes
  • Fixed my syllabi for my classes

Blogs


Writing

This month writing went really, really well. I always struggle during the first act of books, but now that I am squarely in the second act, things are getting going. I really like this draft so far, and I think you all will too. One thing that I was grappling with is not being able to finish The Reanimator’s Fate by the end of the year. December is a particularly hard month for sales, and due to that and because I want to give myself some cushion, I am going to release book 4 in January. Part of me was quite upset that I wouldn’t have a book release this year, but that is a goal I set myself, not anything required of me. And because this book is coming out so early, there’s a good chance that I will release another (probably Flowers and Flourishing’s rewrite) during 2026. I appreciate all of you and your patience as I’m working on this book.


Hopes for September

  • Write 20,000 words of TRF
  • Work more on F&F rewrite
  • Set up my goals for Q4
  • Cover reveal
  • Set up preorder for TRF
  • Stay on top of grading
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out newsletter

Writing

Dear Young Authors

For the past two weeks, I have spent more hours than I would care to admit watching videos about the Audra Winter situation. If you don’t know, Audra Winter is a 22 year old queer, autistic author who girl bossed to close to the sun, and through hubris and a lack of experience, she went from being a Tiktok marketing sensation who got 6,000 preorders on a sight unseen book to someone people are begging to listen and drop her ego because she doesn’t have the skill to back it up. BookLoverLaura‘s videos do a good job of capturing the whole situation. As a fellow queer autistic who made writing their whole personality in my younger years, I see a lot of my younger self in Audra, so I wanted to talk about some lessons I learned that might help other young authors along the way and things I wish I realized sooner.

  1. Don’t make your book/writing your whole personality– This often comes from a place of passion, which is great, but you are more than your book or your love of writing. Making your book or writing your whole personality becomes a problem when you start viewing any criticism of your book or process as a direct attack against you. Learn to separate your identity from your book or writing productivity. A secondary issue with this arises when you need to take a break or want to do something besides writing. If your entire identity is tied to one thing and you stop doing that thing, you are going to spiral. Staking your identity and self-worth on other people’s validation or one activity is a good way to set yourself up for mental health problems and an identity crisis in the future. As an aside, you are also probably insufferable to others if this is the only thing you do or talk about. Variety of interests is always a good thing. Be colorful.
  2. Younger isn’t always better.– Something I regret is publishing my first book at 23. The years between 23 and 25 provided a lot of growth for me as a writer and as a person. I think if I had waited a little longer, I could have made my first book even stronger structurally and emotionally. As much as I like it and am proud of 23 year old me, it makes me cringe to read now, which is to be expected as I have grown as an author. At the time I was writing it, I definitely had a chip on my shoulder and had plenty of things to work through as a person that hindered my writing in ways I didn’t understand at the time. Society pushes that younger is better and that “prodigies” are special, but authorship is a marathon, not a sprint. You want to create a sustainable writing career, and the younger you are, the more foolish you are and the more likely you are to tank your career over something you would never do as a more mature adult.
  3. Listen to other people!- One of the biggest frustration points with the Audra Winter situation is that she refuses to listen to anyone. You are not the first author to do something, and if everyone is doing something differently than you, there may be a reason for it. When you’re young, there’s often a feeling that you are special and doing things no one has ever done before, but in reality, you just have no idea what you’re talking about and don’t know enough to know what you don’t know. Inexperience breeds hubris. There are TONS of resources online for new authors to help them with writing, publishing, managing money, etc. Use those resources and ask authors who are more experienced than you rather than reinventing the wheel. Most authors are more than willing to point a newbie in the right direction, but if you come off as an arrogant tool, no one will want to help you. In regards to editors, you may not agree with everything they say, but if multiple people (betas, editors, readers, etc.) say the same thing, you need to tamp down your knee-jerk reaction to the feedback and see if they are right. Editors are trying to make your book better, and you will get called out if you ignore obvious issues in your books.
  4. You are not entitled to an audience or career.– I really hate pity marketing, which is when people post things like, hinting that people not buying your books makes you want to off yourself, “The tiktok algorithm keeps hiding my posts. Like and share to help me become a six figure author,” or even, “Support me because here are things the haters are saying about me.” It’s also those videos where it shows someone sitting at a table at Barnes and Noble with no one buying a book in order to guilt-trip people into supporting them. Tonally, there is a difference between this and talking about the realities of being an author. The latter doesn’t ask the viewer to buy anything or follow them. There will be times where a convention doesn’t work out or you sell zero books in a month, but you are not entitled to a following or an audience. Cultivating an audience is a two way street. The author has to create something of value for their audience and earn the audience’s trust by putting out repeated books that are of good quality, don’t feel scammy, and meet their readers’ expectations. If you don’t do those things, no one will want to read your work. Often, authors aren’t attracting the audience that fits with their books due to bad marketing, so you need to do things that will attract those people. Ultimately, whether you get an audience is partly due to algorithms and luck online and partly due to how you present yourself and your books to the world. You are not entitled to anyone’s time, money, or attention.
  5. Don’t expect your income to continually grow every month.- There’s an expectation that businesses will grow in an upward diagonal line, but that isn’t how it works, especially as an author. Your income will yo-yo. There are slow points during the year where sales dip and times where they boom, and if you do sales or bundles, you will often see hills and valleys. There are times when releases don’t make as much money off the bat as you expect or the algorithms change and you see a dip in sales. These things are going to happen. You need to brace yourself for really low income months and spend your money assuming the highs are not going to last. Audra Winter made a ton of money on preorders, and she immediately incorporated into an LLC on the assumption that the money would continue to roll in. There’s a 99% chance it will not continue at that magnitude, so don’t put the cart before the horse and assume you are suddenly going to be successful forever. Virality doesn’t equal long-term success. Building a sustainable author career is key to avoiding burnout and expanding your readership, so focus on the long-term success, not short-term hills and valleys.

If you takeaway nothing else from this post, I hope my younger author friends remember that your author career is a marathon, not a sprint. Build a solid foundation rather than trying to do all the things or trying to go viral, and early success does not guarantee future success. Listen to others, and above all, be yourself/be a person with hobbies beyond writing.