Personal Life

Introducing Myself

If you already follow me and have for a while, you already know who I am, but semi recently, I’ve gained quite a few new followers online and a bunch of new readers. It just feels like a good time to reintroduce myself.

Hi, dear readers. My name is Kara Jorgensen, my pronouns are they/them, and I am a queer indie author who writes queer historical-paranormal romance books set [mostly] in the 1890s. In terms of queerness, I am a nonbinary or agender person who is a little masc leaning. I’m also asexual, omniromantic (or biromantic, both apply). My partner is a trans woman who I have been with for over twenty years, and we have two dogs that we love dearly. Online, I tend to talk a lot about queer books, queerness, and how that intersects with being chronically ill or neurodivergent. Being autistic is central to my identity since it influences every aspect of my life. It’s has lead to some of my favorite personality traits, but it also has gifted me with debilitating anxiety and OCD at times. And if you follow me long enough, you will hear me complain about my autoimmune conditions as well (sorry, not sorry for complaining about my allergies and gut problems). I am a complex creature who often feels like a bunch of comorbidities in a trench coat.

The good thing is that I love learning about medical stuff. Medical history and diseases are some of my special interests and have been since I was in high school. Growing up, I wanted to be a doctor, but in college when my autoimmune problems were at their worst, I realized I probably couldn’t handle the 24/7 schedule of a medical residency (but still finished a BA in biology as well as literature). Instead, I became a writer and writing professor. I earned an MFA in Creative and Professional Writing and have published eleven novels thus far. Currently, I teach at universities as an adjunct English professor, mostly teaching College Writing (freshman writing), creative writing classes, and running the university’s literary magazine. While I wish that I taught full-time, it leaves me time for writing and can be worked around my chronic issues and neurodivergence.

Writing has been the one thing in my life that has been a constant since I was ten years old. My first “real” stories were self-insert Sherlock Holmes stories that were very dramatic. Sherlock Holmes was always getting shot and needing to be nursed back to health. After that, I went through a brief Anne Rice’s Vampire Chronicle fanfic stage before moving into my own works. All of which were very dramatic and involved a lot of characters being sad, broody, and injured. Oh, and queer. The stories slowly got queerer and queerer with time. My first published book, The Earl of Brass, started out as my senior final project in college, which was then expanded when I was in graduate school. Looking back on it, I think it’s a highly flawed hot mess, but I tell myself keeping it available is a way to see how much I have grown since 2014. It’s also nice to see the things that set my books apart from others even in those early books.

Since then, I have published eleven full-length novels and several short stories. The books that are most well-known and most read are my Reanimator Mysteries books, starting with The Reanimator’s Heart, which are about an autistic necromancer who accidentally reanimates the man he loves after he’s murdered. From there, they team up to solve his murder. It ends happily, and there are four books in the series about these characters. My books tend to be on the Gothic side, but Gothic ala Guillermo del Toro or The Addams Family. Ones where you romance the darkness rather than being scared of it. Anne Rice, Tim Burton, The Brontes, Guillermo del Toro, KJ Charles, Cat Sebastian, and Edward Gorey have been major influences on my work, but at heart, I am a romantic and it shows. If you read my books, you can expect some sex scenes. No matter what though, the focus will always be on the emotional intimacy between the characters and how their neuroses mingle and can be soothed by the other person.

Some other random things about me, the lightning round:

  1. I am a foodie. I absolutely love trying new food and making new recipes. One day, I would love to get my hands on Vincent Price’s cookbook. I love sushi, Japanese food in general, cheese of all kinds, and food from the Maghrab (grape leaves are soooo good)
  2. I collect plushies- mostly Squishables. I have always been a plushie person (a very autistic trait, iykyk). My favs are the moths, coffees, and bees. My partner loves dolls and has quite a few Blythe and Monster High dolls.
  3. I love stationery. I am a sticker and marker person. I do quite a bit of bullet journaling, so I mostly use my supplies to do that. My partner also steals them to do art.
  4. My favorite step of the writing process is research. I could sit and research random things in my books forever. I often have to stop myself and make myself actually write because I could continually put things off to learn more. It’s the academic in me. I just always want to learn more.
  5. If possible, I want to be the avatar of crafts, aka I want to learn them all. I do plastic canvas, cross stitch, crochet, and plenty more, but I would love to make rugs or stained glass and take more pottery classes in the future.
  6. Favorite authors in no order: KJ Charles, Jordan L. Hawk, Cat Sebastian, Nghi Vo, P. Djeli Clark, Rebecca Roanhorse, Anne Rice, Anna-Marie McLemore, T. Kingfisher
  7. My dream jobs if I didn’t have to worry about paying for additional schooling or the job market: beekeeper, working in a museum, archaeologist/paleontologist, owning a cafe or store where local artists could sell their stuff, being a writing professor full-time.
  8. My dogs are my babies. I love them vastly more than most people. They’re my constant companions, my dog children, the greatest source of anxiety (because they can’t tell me what’s wrong), and a source of love and fulfillment which I hope they feel is reciprocated from me.
  9. At heart, I am a little Goth. I love everything spooky and dark, but I am also a marshmallow who loves bright colors and comfy clothes. As much as I would love to be a sexy vampire, I am more like a rainbow plague doctor plushie.
  10. In my family, I’m the annoying political killjoy. I am nowhere near perfect, so I try to make sure I am always learning, growing, and listening to other marginalized people. Masking is also a priority to me as I am covid conscious and do not want to add more conditions to my collection of disorders. I’d also feel really guilty if I was sick and gave it to other people.

Book Reviews

10 Books to Add to Your TBR 2026 Edition Part 1

Every year I make a running list of books I really enjoyed throughout the year that I would recommend to my friends and readers. These aren’t necessarily books within the genres I write, just ones I enjoy. I have tried to give you some info about why I enjoyed them, so use your best judgement and make sure to check for CWs online if you have things that bother you. The links below are affiliate links, so I get a small kickback if you buy something.

  1. Nobody’s Baby (#2) by Olivia Waite- You do need to read the first novella in the series to get some context for the characters and the world, but I absolutely loved this mystery. If you want a break from murders, check out “random babies oopsed into a space journey full of supposedly sterile reincarnated people.” It was an interesting concept and a fun story, even for someone who isn’t a fan of babies (aka me).
  2. Me and My Beast Boss by Shiroinu- This is an ongoing manga series about a human woman in a world full of half-beast people where humans are seen as lesser. She is desperately trying to carve a path at work only to be abused and overlooked until a full-beast man (a lion who happens to be the boss of the company) takes an interest in her. The story is a bit of an office procedural (think Phoenix Wright but office politics instead of law) with a dash of slowburn romance thrown in.
  3. Ladies in Hating by Alexandra Vasti- Technically, this is the third book in a series, but I think it can be read on its own without losing much. It’s a sapphic romance featuring two Gothic novelists who have accidentally written very similar books only to find out, during the confrontation over literary theft, that they knew each other years ago. The two women’s lives were up-ended by the one’s horrid father, but together, they visit a spooky manor and eventually come to realize their lives can be so much fuller together.
  4. The Influencers by Anna-Marie McLemore- this is McLemore’s first adult novel and thriller, and I loved it. It’s a slowburn where we get the intricacies of a mommy-blogger’s family before we get into the who and how of the story. It’s as much about the mystery of who killed Mother May I’s fitness bro second husband as it is about the destructive nature of family vlogging. I absolutely loved the way the characters were fleshed out and how the shapes of their lives are juxtaposed against their mother’s expectations and control. If you’re expecting a more shallow, plot-centric thriller, this isn’t for you. If you want family dynamics and a commentary on online spaces from a queer Latinx author, snap it up.
  5. Star Shipped by Cat Sebastian- I saw way too much of myself in Simon: picky, prickly, chronically ill, and horribly anxious. I love the way Simon and Charlie navigate their relationship as two anxious people who have plenty of mental baggage. Costars turned lovers after a road trip to make sure Charlie’s step-dad isn’t dead was a storyline I didn’t know I needed. These two are just such messes, and I love them immensely. Cat Sebastian is so good at building emotional intimacy.
  6. The Maid and the Crocodile by Jordan Ifueko- a fairytale-esque story about a disabled made with vitiligo who catches the eye of a man who is slowly turning into a crocodile. It’s equal parts Beauty and the Beast and a tale of making the world into a better place, from the lowest people in society to the highest. I think it’s more enjoyable if you’ve read Ifueko’s Raybearer series, but without having read it recently, I understood what was going on.
  7. Gender Queer by Maia Kobabe- I am very late to the party, but if you are queer or questioning your gender, I highly recommend this graphic novel. It definitely had me feeling some things because Kobabe’s experience was very relatable as an agender, lightly masc person. The comic is a quick read packed with a lot of gender and sexuality feelings.
  8. Wolf Worm by T. Kingfisher- I make no secret about my love of T. Kingfisher’s work, and this was one of those horror(ish), Gothic stories that just hits. I loved Mexican Gothic for its atmosphere, and Wolf Worm has that same vibe but with insects. There’s an unsettling history surrounding the house and town, animals acting uncanny, parasites, and a man with plenty of secrets. I’m not a huge scary horror fan, so if you’re a chicken who prefers the unsettling, this is for you, especially if you like your horror historical.
  9. Seasons of Glass and Iron by Amal El-Mohtar- this is an anthology of El-Mohtar’s shorter works, and I was absolutely blown away by it. It is a fantastic mix of fairytales, myths, sapphic pining, poetry, and yearning for places you can never know. I don’t think there was even one work in this anthology that I didn’t think was fantastic. El-Mohtar is quickly becoming a favorite for me as her work always leaves me a little devastated and wanting more.
  10. River of Bones and Other Stories by Rebecca Roanhorse- I promise the next list will not be exclusively anthologies, but I really enjoyed this one as well. I am a big Rebecca Roanhorse fan, and I snapped up the anthology of her short stories as soon as I heard about it. Roanhorse is a Black and Indigenous author who writes primarily horror and SFF (with a bit of a horror edge). The collection is a great mix of her smaller works, some of which I read in anthologies or as an Amazon short. If you liked her Sixth World books, there’s a Sixth World novella from the male MCs point of view.

Stay tuned for more great books to add to your TBR pile!

Project Shop My Shelves

Project Shop My Shelves: Q4 2025 Update

Back in March, I decided that I wanted to start Project Shop My Shelves (known as PSMS going forward). The goal of PSMS is to read twice as many books per month than I buy, but there are a few sub-goals that are equally important:

  • Don’t buy new books unless they are from marginalized authors (indie or trad)
  • A 2:1 ratio of old books to newly bought books every month (or more if possible)
  • Read through the older books to finally get them off the TBR pile
  • Be realistic about my enjoyment of an author and what medium I prefer to read them
  • Post quarterly about my progress with this project

I figured now was as good a time as any to update my progress with this self-imposed project. TL;DR: [INSERT]


Stats

October: I bought 8 ebooks, 0 ARCs, 8 physical books, 1 audiobooks. I read 11 books, 2 of which were preexisting, 17:11 bought to read ratio.

November: I bought 4 ebooks, 0 ARCs, 4 physical books, 0 audiobooks. I read 8 books, 5 of which were preexisting, 1:1 bought to read ratio.

December: I bought 1 ebooks, 0 ARCs, 5 physical books, 0 audiobooks. I read 8 books, 4 of which were preexisting, 3:4 bought to read ratio.

I am actually really happy that I managed to read more than I bought twice in one quarter. I’m still not able to reel in my buying or expand my reading enough to hit 1:2 bought to read, but I will happily take 1:1 for now. I will say that December looks especially good because I don’t count books I got for Christmas as part of the bought books.


Buying Books: A Breakdown

Part of the success I’ve had this month comes from the fact that Christmas was coming. You can see the hard cut-off in November when my buying dropped off significantly. I try very hard to buy less the last couple months of the year. This is further enabled by most writers not having preorders in December. A lot of the books I bought were the next volume in graphic novel/manga series I enjoy. The other major chunk of books I bought were friends’ books that were on sale. I am a sucker for picking up the whole series at once if I think I’ll enjoy it. In this case, it was A. K. Faulkner’s Jack of Thorns and Trudie Skies’ entire gaslamp series.

I feel like this was the first quarter where I was pointedly mindful about my book purchases. I end to impulse buy books, and I tried this quarter to take a second and be like, “Do I really want this? Will I get to it any time soon?” It’s harder when it’s an author of color or a queer author because I want to make sure they’re supported/their publisher knows people want their work. That’s where I tend to get stuck.


Reading Books: A Breakdown

Looking at the reading numbers, you can probably tell that I was a reading fiend in October. I was just blowing through books and loving life. Then, November hit, and I got caught in a reading rut. I think trying to finish the book and grading a shit ton of papers just made it really hard to focus and get through books in a timely manner. T. Kingfisher and Martha Wells are quickly becoming comfort authors to me, so when I am in a reading slump, I just read T. Kingfisher book after T. Kingfisher book. Thank god she has a giant backlist.

The downside to that is that my reads for Q4 are rather white (15/27 books were by white authors), but this was also counterbalanced by the manga and graphic novels I have been reading along with several other authors of color. I would like to mix it up a bit more. During a reading slump, it’s very hard for me to make myself read something else. The comfort authors just stick better, no matter how good the other authors are. It’s frustrating.


Q1 2026 Outlook/Goals

Once again, I am aiming for at least a 1:1 ratio between bought and read. I’m pretty sure I am going to fail that in January because I bought a bunch of manga after a few series I liked wrapped up last year. The reading slump continued into January, but I feel like it’s getting better now. I’m really hoping that I can read much more in Q1 and read much more widely than I did in Q4.

When it comes to purchases, I am going to try to be mindful about mindless buying. I don’t have many preorders for January and February, which will help to keep my purchasing to a minimum. I’m also hoping to focus on reading what I have already, especially books I preordered in 2025 that I never got to. On my phone, I have a list of preorders that I mark off and later delete when I read the book. One of my goals this year is to go through the books on that list from previous years and knock them out. I also need to utilize my TBR coffin because I forget it exists.

Book Reviews

8 Books to Add to Your TBR 2025 Edition Pt. 3

In the past, I would make a best of list for books I read, but I hate holding off on talking about my favorite reads. Instead, I plan to make a few of these posts throughout the year as I find books I loved. You can read the first installment here.

  1. To Clutch a Razor (#2) by Veronica Roth- a one-time killer becomes the hunted and must atone for his past sins by taking out his family members for Baba Yaga in order to get part of his soul back. I absolutely loved this story. It’s about monsters, humanity, family- blood and found, and how you break generational curses in different ways. I can’t wait for more of this series.
  2. A Mouthful of Dust (#6) by Nghi Vo- Cleric Chih arrives in a town famous for its pork dish and its past famine only to find some members of the town are far more afraid of the truth of the famine and what people were driven to than others. As always, Vo’s work is layered and unfolds in unexpected and deliciously perfect ways.
  3. Queer as Folklore by Sacha Coward- a nonfiction book taking a look at the queer underpinings of folklore and monsters, from ancient times to modern pop culture. It is accessible and incredibly interesting and ends up being one of those books you finish and immediately want to do more research about the topic.
  4. Cinder House by Freya Marske- a very bi Cinderella retelling where Cinderella (or Ella, in this case) is the ghost of a murdered girl haunting a house until she realizes she can explore her city post-mortem and makes a bargain that leads to her falling in love at a ball. It’s also a bit about generational trauma and how children become the pawns in adults’ games.
  5. Snake Eater by T. Kingfisher- a woman escapes her life by running out to her aunt’s house in the middle of nowhere with only her dog and a few bucks only to find her aunt died a year ago and her house stands empty. She slowly becomes a part of the community and finds she has attracted the eye of a minor desert god. She soon realizes she is capable of far more than she thought possible.
  6. Cronus by P. Djeli Clark- A short story about AI, time manipulation, and reclaiming Black history. I don’t want to say too much since it’s short, but the speakeasy, magic, and queerness of the story was chef kiss. It’s also very timely, and for me, Clark is an auto-buy author.
  7. After Hours at Dooryard Books by Cat Sebastian- a man working at a bookstore in the 1960s, a man running from his past, a young woman starting over with her baby after the death of her husband, and finding their way to a new life together as family. I love how much this book focuses on found family and community while still dealing with so much grief. As with all Cat Sebastian books, it was like a cozy sweater and a hug after a very bad day.
  8. Nettle & Bone by T. Kingfisher- the third princess of a small royal family realizes she is the only one who can or will save her sister who is married to a prince who killed their sister and abuses her. The main character is a princess turned nun turned witch (?) who teams up with a bone witch with a demonic chicken, a banished knight, a bone dog, and a very odd godmother. I absolutely loved this one as it scratched my fairytale itch.
Project Shop My Shelves

Project Shop My Shelves: Q3 2025 Update

Back in March, I decided that I wanted to start Project Shop My Shelves (known as PSMS going forward). The goal of PSMS is to read twice as many books per month than I buy, but there are a few sub-goals that are equally important:

  • Don’t buy new books unless they are from marginalized authors (indie or trad)
  • A 2:1 ratio of old books to newly bought books every month (or more if possible)
  • Read through the older books to finally get them off the TBR pile
  • Be realistic about my enjoyment of an author and what medium I prefer to read them
  • Post quarterly about my progress with this project

I figured now was as good a time as any to update my progress with this self-imposed project. TL;DR: I did better this quarter, so there is hope for me. Here are my stats for the third quarter of 2025.


Stats:

July: I bought 5 ebooks, 0 ARCs, 4 physical books, 0 audiobooks. I read 9 books, 3 of which were preexisting, 1:1 bought to read ratio.

August: I bought 7 ebooks, 0 ARCs, 2 physical books, 0 audiobooks. I read 8 books, 1 of which was preexisting, 9:8 bought to read ratio.

September: I bought 4 ebooks, 0 ARCs, 5 physical books, 0 audiobooks. I read 8 books, 4 of which were preexisting, 9:8 bought to read ratio.

Not going to lie, my ratio for July would have looked MUCH worse had I counted all the books I received for my birthday as part of my purchases. I decided not to lump them into it because I didn’t buy them and couldn’t control how many I received. I mention it because I did talk about it at the end of Q2 and debated how I would count them.


Buying Books: A Breakdown

The theme of my book buying this quarter was queer and neurodivergent with a side of nonfiction. Since I’ve been hard at work on The Reanimator’s Fate, a good chunk of my purchases have been nonfiction books related to research for book 4. I went down a bit of a rabbit hole in regards to antique books, book collecting, etc. The flipside of this is that I have been loving the Murderbot books, so I bought the first six books in the series. Oops, sorry not sorry with those. July’s purchases were graphic novel heavy since several series I enjoy released new volumes that month, and of course, I bought and read them.

I tried very hard this quarter to be more mindful about what I was buying. Most of the ebooks I bought were on sale for a very good price and were books I have wanted to read or by authors I enjoy. I am trying not to get ahead of myself and buy a whole series without having read book one yet, especially if it’s by a new to me author. It’s hard sometimes to not get excited about books that sound cool or buy a whole series to support a friend. Balancing being supportive of creators I’m friends with or who are marginalized with mindless consumerism isn’t always easy for me because I know how important sales are to continuing peoples’ careers.


Reading Books: A Breakdown

My reading this quarter was heavily skewed toward a handful of authors: Martha Wells (6), Veronica Roth (3), Elizabeth Lim (3), and T. Kingfisher gets an honorable mention with 2 books read. I have been in a bit of a reading slump due to feeling mildly fried by the world and writing, so I have been gravitating toward any book that catches my interest. Unfortunately, that often meant the brand new books I just bought, like the MurderBot books and Veronica Roth’s short stories/novellas. Part of this challenge is reading the books I own rather than books I recently bought, and while I have been doing this, it hasn’t been on the forefront of my mind. Elizabeth Lim’s books do meet this criteria as they have been sitting on my TBR for over a year (oops). If you’ve ever been in a book slump, you know how fickle your reading habits can be and how hard it can be to get through books that just aren’t doing it for you at the moment.


Quarter 4 Goals/Outlook

I’m hoping to keep my buy to read ratio for Q4 at 1:1 or better. October is a month where I have quite a few preorders coming up for graphic novels and manga I enjoy. On one hand, ahhhh purchases. On the other, I tend to read them immediately, which helps keep that ratio low. The rest of the year looks pretty empty in terms of preorders because I tend to scale back on my spending before the Christmas holidays. Much like my birthday, I don’t plan to count books given to me at Christmas as part of my purchases because I can’t control the volume of books I receive. In Q4, I am hoping that I will get over my book slump and read more than I have been. Usually, my workload peaks in November, and everything eases up after that. My hope is that will help make it easier to read without feeling like pulling teeth. I’m also planning to set aside purposeful time each day for reading because once I start, it feels less onerous and does refill my well. It’s amazing how reading helps, but my brain makes it so hard to start due to being fried. I’d love to know the psychology behind that. Because I don’t have a giant stack of preorders coming, this will also force me to read books I already own (hopefully). If you follow on me on social media, you may have seen me restock my TBR coffin, and I plan to use that to help me knock my TBR down a bit.

Book Reviews

10 Books I’m Excited About in 2025/26

This week I thought I would make a little post about some books that I am really looking forward to that are coming out later this year or early next year. You will notice that the list skews toward traditional publishing, but this is because many indies do a very short preorder period or don’t announce their release dates that far ahead of time. Disclaimer: all links to the books are affiliate links, so if you purchase anything, I get a small kickback.

  1. Pantomime (#1) by L. R. Lam- If this book sounds familiar to you, it came out years ago and is being re-edited and released. This book was one of my absolute favorites when I read it in college. You have an intersex, trans MC who runs away from their family and societal expectations to join the circus and discover themselves. Throw in a dose of magic, romance, and danger, and Pantomime is a must-read. Out 9/9/25
  2. To Clutch a Razor (#2) by Veronica Roth- I have been on a bit of Veronica Roth short book/story kick, and I am dying to get my hands on this one. You have magical Chicago filled with Slavic magic and creatures, a queer MC, horrific family obligations, and a cast of intriguing characters, and this series is un-put-down-able. Out 9/16/25
  3. What Stalks the Deep (#3) by T. Kingfisher- I absolutely love this series. It’s horror that is gross yet intriguing without being too scary for chickens like me. The main character is a nonbinary soldier in the 1800s, and in this edition, Alex is headed to America to go to a spooky mine that is probably filled with horrors. If you enjoy Jordan L. Hawk’s books, I highly recommend this series. Out 9/30/25
  4. America’s Most Gothic: Haunted History Stranger than Fiction by Leanna Renee Hieber and Andrea Janes- I absolutely loved their first book, A Haunted History of Invisible Women. This volume goes into the parts of the Gothic that titillate us and explores the real history that is potentially far spookier and fascinating. Hieber and Janes have a lively style that is all at once informative and entertaining. Out 9/30/25
  5. All of Us Murderers by K. J. Charles- Maybe I am biased but I don’t think K. J. Charles has written a bad book yet. This one takes us to a Gothic manor where a fight over a young ward’s hand turns murderous and scorn queer lovers reunite. It sounds chef kiss and messy, and if you are into Gothic vibes, the cover for this book is right on the money. Out 10/7/25
  6. A Mouthful of Dust (#6) by Nghi Vo- The Singing Hills Cycle is one of my favorite series, and this one sounds a little similar to the K. J. Charles book in terms of creepiness of houses. Chih is trapped in the house of a sinister magistrate in a town where famine has hit hard and the things beyond and within the walls are growing hungry. If you like lush yet economical stories, Vo’s work is top knotch. Out 10/7/25
  7. The Everlasting by Alix E. Harrow- We have a lady knight, a historian, and time doing weird shit to ensure she plays her role. This is based off a short story Harrow published a few years ago that I absolutely devoured. I am dying to get my hands on this, especially because I have been in a medieval mood, so I hope this scratches that itch. Out 10/28/25
  8. A Wild and Hungry Place by E. E. Ottoman- It has been quite some time since Ottoman published, and I am so excited. His books are filled with trans characters, rich descriptions, and stories that tug at the heartstrings and soul. This one has a woman trying to break a curse, a man with a garden full of poisonous plants, and a ghost woman. What else could one want?
  9. The Wolf and His King by Finn Longman- I am including this one because it was originally scheduled to come out in November but was pushed back to January of 2026. This is a retelling of “Bisclavret” by Marie de France, and as a Marie de France fan, I am so in. Of course, this book is queer, has werewolves, knights, kings, magic, and so much more. Out 1/26/26
  10. Through Gates of Garnets and Gold (#11) by Seanan McGuire- If you haven’t read The Wayward Children series, now is the perfect time to start. Nancy, who is the MC of book one, finally is getting her own book! I am so excited to return to the Halls of the Dead with Nancy and the misfit crew from the school for wayward children. This is one of those settings that sounded so intriguing even though we saw little of it, and I look forward to what McGuire creates in this one. Out 1/6/26
Monthly Review

April 2025 Wrap-Up Post

April felt like the longest month ever for me. I think it was mostly due to being kept busy by grading nonstop (April is the November of the spring semester), and I, for one, am exhausted. I’m really looking forward to break starting in May, so with that, let’s remember what my goals were for April.

  • Write 20,000 words for book 4
  • Continue to proof the audiobook for TRR as it comes in
  • Stay on grading as there is a lot this month
  • Finish Act 1 and 2 outlines for book 4
  • Continue to bug my senators and house rep
  • Participate in the Narratess Sale (4/5-4/7)
  • Maintain my sanity as best as I can
  • Send out my newsletter
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read 10 this month.

  1. What Feasts at Night (#2) by T. Kingfisher- 4 stars, I love a nonbinary protagonist, and we get that along with a nightmarish monster who is sucking the life out of people. As always with T. Kingfisher, it is very atmospheric and creepy.
  2. The Wolf and the Woodsman by Ava Reid- 4 stars, a fantasy story that pulls together pagan Eastern European, Jewish, and Christian folklore. We have a wolf girl who reluctantly falls for a woodsman/prince who needs to save his kingdom from fanaticism.
  3. Turning the Tables by Andrew P. Haley- 4 stars, book research, but I think it’s interesting for anyone who is into culinary history or how the rise of the middle class in the late 1800s led to the formation of restaurant culture.
  4. The Invisible Library by Genevieve Cogman- 3 stars, a steampunk adventure featuring librarians from a timeless library, book dragons, and tons of nods to classics.
  5. A Gentle Madness by Nicholas A. Basbanes- 4 stars, if you’re a book lover or a collector, this book is for you. Basbanes delves into rare book collecting, bibliomania, and the people who have made some of the greatest collections in history.
  6. Book Curses by Eleanor Baker- 4 stars, this was book research for The Reanimator’s Fate. It’s a very short book that could be a webpage, but it’s fun to have.
  7. Don’t Sleep with the Dead (#2) by Nghi Vo- 5 stars, the loose sequel to The Chosen and the Beautiful set 20 years later during WWII where Nick starts hearing Gatsby long after his death. I absolutely love the demons and world this is set in and how the characters are handled.
  8. Into the Dark (#3) by Jordan L. Hawk- 4 stars, a ghost hunting story featuring lots of queer characters where they go to investigate the asylum the medium’s grandmother was sent to. This is definitely 95% ghost hunting with like 5% romance with an established couple, just as an FYI if you’ve read Jordan’s other series.
  9. The Case Study of Vanitas (#11) by Jun Mochizuki- 4 stars, it was nice to see all the characters back together again as we begin a new story arc. I look forward to seeing where the new story line goes.
  10. Ornithography (#2) by Jessica Roux- 4 stars, this is a book about the symbolism of birds. It would probably be nicer as a coffee table book than an ebook, but it was interesting.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Fixed the outline for the beginning of The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Restarted writing The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Participated in several sales/bundles
  • Did more research for The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Proofed more of the audiobook for The Reanimator’s Remains
  • Blogged weekly
  • Send out my newsletter
  • Finished teaching for the semester (thank god)
  • Finished the literary magazine for my class
  • Graded a shit ton of papers
  • Paid quarterly and yearly taxes (no one cares but it’s stressful, so it counts, lol)

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Writing

The writing section for this month is a little odd for me. At first, things were going well until I realized I started in the wrong place and had to scrap what I wrote. Ultimately, the idea I had wasn’t going to work, and restarting it was for the best. This sucks since my word count went back to zero, and I spent two weeks figuring out how to fix it and make sure it didn’t happen again. Writing the final book in a series is hard because I want to do the characters justice, and I really want to make my audience happy. It’s really easy to get into your own head and give yourself performance anxiety or choice paralysis. I’m going to try very hard to stay true to myself, to my characters, and to the vision I have for this final book. In the near future, I will talk more about some specifics in the books and reveal the blurb, so stay tuned for that!


Hopes for May

  • Write 20,000 words of TRF
  • Write the working blurb for TRF
  • Maintain my mental health
  • Keep working out consistently
  • Continue proofing the audiobook of TRR
  • Finish grading portfolios
  • Send out my May newsletter
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly

Writing

My 2025 Goals

I’m not always a fan of yearly goals. Truthfully, I prefer to do 90 day/quarterly goals, but since it’s the beginning of the new year, I thought it would be good to post my overall goals for the year. I have divided the goals into writing, publishing, personal, and other goals. In a perfect world, I will be able to write two full books this year, but these goals will probably be aspirational, and that’s okay. Something I’ve been trying to be better about is not beating myself up when I don’t accomplish everything I set out to do. As long as I do my best at the time, it’s fine, and it will eventually get done. Without further ado, let’s take a look at my goals for 2025.


Writing Goals

  • Write, edit, and publish “An Unexpected Evening” (about 10k, started it at the end of 2024)
  • Write, edit, and publish The Reanimator Mysteries #4 (100k+ words)
  • At least start writing Ansley and Joe’s story (80k? words)
  • Write, edit, and publish an epilogue short story for book 4
  • Write consistently throughout the year
  • Try writing two books at once (maybe)
  • Have 10 2k writing days
  • Have 3 5k writing days

Publishing Goals

  • Publish the audiobook of The Reanimator’s Remains (TRM #3) with Jack R. R. Evans as the narrator
  • Publish/send out “An Unexpected Evening” (TRM #3.5) to newsletter subscribers
  • Publish 1-2 books
    • Definitely publish TRM #4
    • Potentially publish Joe and Ansley’s book, though that may be next year
  • Make more money than I did in 2024
  • Potentially get a new cover for Kinship and Kindness (this may get pushed back to next year if Joe and Ansley’s book ends up being worked on late in the year)

Personal Goals

  • Work on my office since I stalled out on this
    • Get rid of the old furniture
    • Paint the walls
    • Set up the new furniture
  • Get healthier
    • Make more veggie-heavy dishes
    • Continue to lift weights consistently
    • Work up to 10 lb weights when I’m ready
  • Maintain my mental health
    • Be social with my friends online and in-person
    • Play games and/or refill the well
    • Be cognizant of when I’m burning out and take steps to stop it

Other Goals

  • Read 100 books
  • Play/finish 3 video games (I will consider prolonged playing of an open-world game like Stardew as “finishing”)
  • Learn a new craft
  • Learn new cooking techniques/recipes
  • Blog weekly
  • Send my newsletter out monthly

More than anything, I hope 2025 is boring. I know we’re heading into turbulent times in the US and around the world, but I want everyone to reach out to those around them and find people to support them. Change starts with us, so I hope you all turn to the trans, disabled, and marginalized people in your lives and make decisions with their best interests in mind.

Book Reviews

10 Books to Add to Your TBR 2024 Edition Part 2

Most years I put out a list of books I greatly enjoyed from the first half of the year some time in June. This year, I decided to do it early because, besides needing a blog for this week, I have read a lot of good books lately, so I’m thinking of making this something I do more than twice a year (and often forget to do in December). The books listed below are not in any order of favoritism, but I will provide reasons for why you should pick up my ten favorite reads of 2024 thus far.

(All of the links below are affiliate links, so if you purchase something, I get a little money back, just as an FYI)

Here is part 2 of this endeavor! Check out part 1 here.

  1. You Should Be So Lucky by Cat Sebastian- Cat Sebastian’s books are always like a warm hug, but I particularly enjoyed Eddie and Mark’s dynamic. Eddie is a young baseball player who got traded and immediately fell into a batting slump (and had a tantrum on tv, oops). Mark is asked to write articles about him in the paper to help restore his image, but Eddie quickly realizes Mark is going through a rough time of his own. It’s a book about grief, loss, new beginnings, and of course, baseball. There’s also a cute, wayward dog and a grouchy old man as side characters- two of my favorite things.
  2. The House of the Red Balconies by AJ Demas- In a fictionalized ancient world, we have Hylas, an engineer, who has just arrived in Tykanos to work on the local aqueduct only to realize there is far too much politic-ing going on than he can deal with. While the governor drags him around from tea house to tea house every night, he finds respite in his new neighbor, Zo. Zo is a dancer at the tea house who is dealing with chronic illness while trying to find a steady patron to give him some semblance of stability. Hylas and Zo compliment each other so well, and the way Hylas cares for Zo is lovely.
  3. A Letter to the Luminous Deep by Sylvie Cathrall- This book is very different from anything I’ve read, and I loved it. It’s an epistolary novel written in letters between the siblings of two people who have gone missing along with those people’s diary entries. The story takes place in an undersea world with a historical/steampunk-ish flare. This story is an introduction to a lush, fantasy world, and I cannot wait to see what Cathrall comes up with in book 2.
  4. When Among Crows by Veronica Roth- This story is under 200 pages, but it is packed with story. We have a magical Chicago, complete with all sorts of creatures (banshees/llorona, zmora, strzygi, Baba Jaga, human warriors, and more). I was pleasantly surprised to realize the MC was queer, and if you like Felipe from my books, the MC in this one will appeal to you. At its heart, it’s a story about atonement, forgiveness, and new beginnings. You know a novella is good when you wish it was longer.
  5. The Dead Cat Tail Assassins by P. Djèlí Clark- This book is also barely above 200 pages, but as with all of PDC’s books, it is phenomenal. We have an undead assassin sent to kill someone only to find out the target is seemingly a younger version of herself. Of course, she dips but not before grabbing the young woman. They go on a night long quest to figure out who set her up, what magic yoinked her younger self to the present, and why someone was trying to make her kill herself. The whole story is set against a festival, which just heightens the world-building intricacies and decorates the world in the best way. It’s also funny as hell.
  6. Paladin’s Grace by T. Kingfisher- This is my first T. Kingfisher book, and let me tell you, I get it now. This book was equal parts funny, sweet, and intriguing. We have a stoic knight whose god is dead and thinks of himself a bomb that could blow at any time falling for an anxious perfume maker with a weasel cat. There’s political intrigue, a murderer who decapitates people, gruff paladins, and so much interesting world-building. I am officially hooked.
  7. The Heroine’s Journey by Gail Carriger- We have our first nonfiction book for this round of books. If you are a writer or do literary analysis, I highly recommend taking a look at this one. I had never really heard of the Heroine’s Journey during literature classes, only the Hero’s Journey, so this provided A LOT of much needed insight. Carriger is a writer but also an academic, so she provides a ton of insight, examples, and breakdowns that are not only great for new or experienced writers but academics too.
  8. The Pairing by Casey McQuiston- This is a VERY queer second chance romance between two people who were friends to lovers to not on speaking terms to friends to lovers again. It’s a romance between two people others might deem pretentious but I, as a low key pretentious person, loved. Really, they’re two people very passionate about art and food who don’t make others feel bad while still steeping in their passions. I adored the way McQuiston played on the 1800s European tour debauchery in a very modern setting.
  9. Waiting for the Flood by Alexis Hall- WftF has recently been rereleased, and I listened to it as an audiobook, which means it came with Chasing the Light as well. The two stories together are a wonderful juxtaposition. WftF is about Edwin, who is still grappling with his partner dumping him after ten years together, having his world shaken up by a flood that leads him to Adam. CtL is the story of his ex, Marius, finding love, and along the way, we get more about why he broke it off with Edwin. The stories (and the side short stories) intertwine beautifully, and I loved seeing them grow while still loving each other after all that time. It is book 2 in the Spires series, but it can be read on its own.
  10. Black on Both Sides: A Racial History of Trans Identity by C. Riley Snorton- This is a nonfiction book that discusses the intersectionality of race and gender in regards to transgender identity. The book is horrific in its content, but it is a must read if you are trans or like to read academic texts on gender. As someone who is into medical history as well, the first chapter is eye-opening and reframes a lot of what I already sort of knew about medical history in the US. I highly, highly recommend this one.
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On Being an Audiobook Convert

I was never an audiobook hater from a reading perspective. Reading is reading, no matter how you do it, but I didn’t like them per se.

Due to audio processing issues, I struggle to listen to things like podcasts and audiobooks for several reasons. The main one is that sometimes I think too loudly and stop hearing the audio I have playing. That means I end up missing chunks of a story if I’m multitasking too much. The other issue is that some voices REALLY grate on my brain. I tend to be a bit fussy about the narrators I listen to because if someone’s voice makes me anxious, I won’t listen to the audiobook. For a long time, I thought I couldn’t be an audiobook lover because of this, but I found some things that helped me become an audiobook appreciator.

Turn up the speed

Part of what irritated me while listening to audiobooks initially was how slowly the narrators spoke sometimes. As someone from a state where people talk fast, the slowness grated on my brain horrifically. I was losing track of sentences because they took so long. Helpfully, most audiobook apps have controls where you can turn the speed up or down. If you struggle to get through audiobooks because the narrator is too slow or too fast, you can easily adjust it.

Check the samples before buying it

If you’re like me and struggle with certain voices or narration styles, listen to the audiobook sample before you buy it. While I wouldn’t use the sample to judge if I want to read that particular book, I do use them to judge if I can stand the voice. If someone’s cadence annoys me or the voice itself grates on my soul, I don’t buy it. I’ve also figured out that there are some kinds of books that just don’t work for audiobooks (graphic novels, obviously, or books with footnotes).

For accessibility

I tend to buy audiobooks for authors whose works I struggle to get through in ebook or paperback form. I have a few authors who have dense writing or writing that just bounces off my brain (aka I take a very long time to get through a book I enjoy), and in audiobook form, they are far more palatable. I struggled to get through any/all of Tolkein’s books. Being able to have them read to me made them far more accessible and enjoyable. At this point, I recommend my students try audiobooks if they are struggling to get through a physical or digital book, especially people with dyslexia or ADHD who might have a hard time focusing long enough to get through a book even if they’re enjoying it.

Find bargains

If you aren’t sure if audiobooks are for you, I highly recommend checking out audiobooks from your local library or using sale sites like Chirp. In the US, many library systems have ebooks and audiobooks you can check out through their apps or website. This is a great way to sample audiobooks and figure out in a low stakes way if you can enjoy them. Chirp and other sites that sell audiobooks often run sales where you can buy audiobooks for less than $5 if you don’t have access to a library.

You won’t catch everything

Something I quickly made peace with was that I will miss some words or sentences, and I need to be okay with that. Occasionally, I zone out or the dogs bark, and I don’t catch a line. At first, this really bothered me, but I realized I miss lines while reading as well. The worst part is not knowing how names are spelled, but most of the time, taking a look at the blurb on Goodreads is enough to clear that up for me.


If you haven’t tried listening to audiobooks, I highly recommend you give them a chance! They are especially great for long car rides, daily commutes, or while cleaning the house.