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Audiobooks on Sale for September

I feel slightly guilty that a lot of my posts lately have been about sales rather than my books, writing, my life, etc., but I promise those will be back shortly. This week’s blog post is extra short because The Reanimator Mysteries audiobooks are all on sale exclusively on Chirp until the end of September.

a screenshot from Chirp showing The Reanimator Mysteries books 1-4 on sale until the end of September. You can grab all 4 books for $11.96
When necromancer Oliver brings murdered Felipe back from the dead, it kicks off this darkly comedic series full of magic, mayhem, and undead romance!

I know some of you have been waiting for book 4’s audiobook, so if you haven’t grabbed it yet, now is a great time. If you only want to grab one or two, they are $2.99 each. Pick up one or all of the series here.

Next week will probably be a writer ramble about life, trying new things, and sweet Katerpoo, so stay tuned for a more substantial post.

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The Reanimator’s Fate is Now in Audiobook!

I know last week was the release of the #4.5 short story, but we have another big release. This time it is the audiobook for The Reanimator’s Fate (TRM #4). As always Jack R. R. Evans is our narrator, and they did an absolutely awesome job capturing Oliver and Felipe as well as all of the many antagonists and people the boys deal with in this book.

the audiobook cover for the reanimator's fate written by kara jorgensen and read by jack r r evans

The audiobook of The Reanimator’s Fate is available at Amazon, Audible, Apple Books, Kobo, Libro.FM, GooglePlay, Hoopla, Everand, Audiobooks.com, Chirp, Libby, and more! If you like to check books out of the library, you should be able to request it there as well. As always to my audiobook readers, thank you for your patience since you had a few more months to wait than ebook/paperback readers.

If you haven’t started the series yet, you can grab books 1, 2, and 3 through their respective links. And if you like Jack’s narration, they also did the narration for Kinship and Kindness.

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“An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5) is Out!

If you’re part of my newsletter, you have already received your copy of “An Unexpected Christmas,” but I also wanted to release it officially to my non-newsletter readers.

You can grab it through the freebies section of my website or through this link. “An Unexpected Christmas” is a 25,000 word novella set a few weeks after the events of The Reanimator’s Fate (TRM #4). To avoid confusion and spoilers, I highly suggest reading that book before this story.

an unexpected christmas trm #4.5 by kara jorgensen, oliver x felipe, teresa has news, cooking, decorating, shopping, panickng, christmas time, pomeranians causing havoc, about 24,000 words

Felipe’s life has changed for the first time in nearly twenty years: he’s retired, he has a partner who loves him, and he’s embarking on a new venture to help members of the Paranormal Society acclimate, but as the holidays rapidly approach and Oliver’s anxiety about Christmas gets worse, old insecurities rear their head.

Oliver has no experience with Christmas. Quakers don’t do holidays, and while he’s read books and watched others celebrate from afar, he fears he will somehow ruin the Galvans’ holiday.

Unfortunately, that fear might be founded when, between a mishap involving decorating and news from Teresa, Oliver and Felipe are forced to take over preparing for Christmas.

Will Oliver and Felipe be able to keep their anxieties in check, or will this Christmas be memorable for all the wrong reasons?


CWs: on page sexual content, anxiety, minor injuries, minor burns


If you would like to grab your copy of “An Unexpected Christmas,” you can do so by clicking the button below. You can also pop over to my freebies page on my website to grab the other 3 in-between stories for the Reanimator Mysteries series.

Monthly Review

July 2026 Wrap-Up Post

July is the first month in a while that I feel like I actually accomplished a lot. There were definitely points where I was scrambling and where I dropped the ball (balance, who?), but I feel better about myself knowing that I can push myself occasionally and actually accomplish what I set out to do. Let’s check out what my goals were for July before we begin:

  • Finish “An Unexpected Christmas”
  • Finish editing “An Unexpected Christmas”
  • Finish the craft projects I started months ago (oops)
  • Finish proofing the audiobook for TRF
  • Send out AUC to my newsletter
  • Maintain my mental health
  • Keeping working out
  • Enjoy my birthday
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out monthly newsletter

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read exactly 8.

  1. Vapor by Sara Eliza Johnson- 4 stars, the second poetry chapbook by Johnson that I’ve read. Once again, it was very visceral and slightly gory, but I loved it for those reasons. If you like art and science colliding, I highly recommend her work.
  2. Quackery by Lydia Kang and Nate Pederson- 4 stars, a nonfiction book on the history of various quack medicine categories. I really liked this one because it gives you the origins of many of the whackadoodle “holistic” medicine you see promoted by anti-vaxxers and other grifters.
  3. Audrey Lane Stirs the Pot (#3) by Alexis Hall, 4 stars, Audrey Lane joins a baking show on a whim only to fall for the hard ass producer of the show and accidentally uncovers a sapphic romance from WWII that took place on the grounds the show uses. I loved seeing the human side of Jennifer/the producer after seeing her as a foulmouthed pain in the ass in the previous books.
  4. The Starving Saints by Caitlin Starling- 4 stars, gruesome and delicious horror. I love a drowned rat of a woman being set against a scary lady knight. I’m not always a horror(ish) fan, but I have been dying for this kind of pseuodmedieval setting that feels very real despite the fanasy elements.
  5. What Did You Eat Yesterday (#1) by Fumi Yoshinaga- 4 stars, a slice of life manga about two gay men in their 30s/40s living together in mid 00s Japan. I wasn’t sure if I would love it based on book 1, but I’ve grown to enjoy them as a couple more and more as they work through their own neuroses and deal with the societal-level homophobia present at the time. It isn’t overt, but you can feel it in their actions and how they do or don’t do things.
  6. What Did You Eat Yesterday (#2) by Fumi Yoshinaga- 4 stars, see above.
  7. What Did You Eat Yesterday (#3) by Fumi Yoshinaga- 4 stars, see above.
  8. The Titan’s Bride (#9) by ITKZ- 4 stars, a great way to wrap up the egg arc for this series. I really like the way ITKZ handles the arcs (versus something like Ancient Magus’s Bride, which often feels clunky or too fast). Once again, it is definitely graphic, BUT the storyline is so good, so it doesn’t feel like it’s sex first and book second. I mention it so as not to blindside anyone who picks it up based on my recommendations.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Proofed 80% of the audiobook for The Reanimator’s Fate (TRM #4)
  • Wrote the rest of “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Wrote the blurb for “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Edited “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Formatted “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Sent out “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5) to newsletter subscribers (coming soon to everyone else)
  • Celebrated my birthday and had a good time
  • Reached out to my cover designer about cover design ideas for 2 books
  • Added “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5) to my freebies page
  • Sent out my monthly newsletter
  • Didn’t completely tank my brain and body this month

Blogs


Writing

This was one of the most productive writing months I’ve had in a long time. To me, there’s a difference between writing regularly and being on a roll. In July while working on “An Unexpected Christmas,” I felt like I was on a roll and writing came fairly smoothly. Usually, I get hung up on transitional scenes or I spend a lot of time hemming and hawing over the order of operations, but in July, I managed to smoothly work through any last minute issues in a very timely manner. This is the kind of energy and flow that I wish I had all the time. If I could harness that regularly, I could write so many books. As someone with chronic issues, I know that’s impossible, but goddamn, would I like to bottle that and tap into it when needed. I hope you all enjoy “An Unexpected Christmas,” which you can find under freebies if you aren’t on my newsletter list.


Hopes for August

  • Start working on Flowers & Flourishing in earnest
  • Finish proofing the audiobook for The Reanimator’s Fate (TRM #4)
  • Release the audiobook for TRF
  • Set up syllabi and work stuff
  • Maintain my mental health
  • Finish craft projects
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out monthly newsletter
  • Read 8 books

Monthly Review

January 2026 Wrap-Up Post

January is always the most chaotic month, but this month felt particularly chaotic. The murders of two people by ICE in Minnesota certainly didn’t help that feeling. Most of the chaos came from finishing up The Reanimator’s Fate and starting the semester again. Let’s remember what my goals for January were:

  • Finish writing/editing TRF
  • Format TRF
  • Publish TRF (1/29)
  • Start working on the #4.5 story
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out my newsletter
  • Set up my stuff for the semester

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read 12 books.

  1. The Sunforge (#2) by Sascha Stronach- 4 stars, this was one of those books where I was continually confused and had no idea where it was going, but I was into it. I like that we got new points of view and explored new worlds. At the same time, I do feel like there’s a lack of cohesion from book to book in this series. Still really good and an interesting series.
  2. Do You Really Want Only a Meal? (#1) by Yasu Tadano- 4 stars, a busy office worker decides to hire a young chef to help him make his meals for the week only to have chemistry with him and the feeling is mutual. I really liked how between the two volumes, the two MCs get much closer, spend time together, and even meet the other’s family.
  3. Do You Really Want Only a Meal? (#2) by Yasu Tadano- 4 stars, see above
  4. The Titan’s Bride (#1) by ITKZ- 4 stars, I did not realize this was more erotica-focused than romance, but it’s an isekai where a young man is summoned as the bride for a giant king only to be tossed into court intrigue, a magical realm, and a suddenly very gay relationship with a relative stranger. A friend recommended it, and while I enjoyed it, I’m not as invested as I am in a similar isekai like The Other World’s Books Depend on the Bean Counter. The giant MC seems like a sweety, but this book is definitely someone’s size fetish in book form (not a bad thing necessarily, it just is what it is).
  5. Me and My Beast Boss (#1) by Shiroinu- 4 stars, in a world where beast-human hybrids are the majority, a human secretary goes from being a discriminated against employee to being the right-hand of the full-beast boss who tends to scare everyone by accident. It has beauty and the beast undertones, but I think it would be great for Ace Attorney fans as it’s similar but office flavored. The romance is also a very slow burn, which is very cute.
  6. Me and My Beast Boss (#2) by Shiroinu- 4 stars, see above.
  7. Me and My Beast Boss (#3) by Shiroinu- 4 stars, see above.
  8. The Other World’s Books Depend on the Bean Counter (#6) by Kazuki Irodori- 4 stars, a favorite manga of mine. An office worker is isekai-ed into a magical world and decides to fix the books of his new magical world. In the meantime, he gets magical sickness that can only be cured through very close physical contact with an overprotective knight. In this one, we have some near misses, church intrigue, and a little romantic tension.
  9. Through Gates of Garnet and Gold (#11) by Seanan McGuire- 4 stars, we get Nancy again! The underworld is under attack from hungry ghosts who are tearing apart the living, and only Nancy and her friends can save them. I don’t want to give anything away, but I really liked how this was set up. I almost wish it was longer, so we could get more dynamics between the rulers of the dead.
  10. In Which Margo Halifax Earnes Her Shocking Reputation (#1) by Alexandra Vasti- 4 stars, a rather scandalous woman teams up with her brother’s lawyer friend to catch up with her sister on her way to Scotland only to fall for the stuffed shirt young man. All of these novellas as fun, quick reads to case the chaos of the world away.
  11. In Which Matilda Halifax Learns the Value of Restraint (#2) by Alexandra Vasti- 4 stars, the errant sister from book 1 is actually on her way to become the art teacher for a young woman in Scotland, but she has also fallen for her grouchy brother, especially since he is a dom and she’s into that sort of thing.
  12. In Which Winnie Halifax is Utterly Ruined (#3) by Alexandra Vasti, 4 stars, a woman decides to take her life into her own hands by pretending she has a husband in order to buy a sheep farm only to accidentally fake-marry a real man. Once he finds out, he confronts her only to fall in love with her.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Finished writing TRF
  • Finished editing TRF
  • Finished proofing TRF
  • Formatted the ebook of TRF
  • Formatted the paperback of TRF
  • Had Kobo bork the preorder/release of TRF (see blog post in next section)
  • Contacted by narrator about the audiobook for TRF (coming late spring/early summer)
  • Contacted my cover artist about recovering Kinship and Kindness
  • Brainstormed “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Ran a sale on Chirp for the audiobooks of TRM 1-3
  • Paid quarterly taxes
  • Edited the syllabi for my classes
  • Set up the Blackboards for my classes
  • Shoveled so much friggin snow
  • Finished setting up my bullet journal

Blogs


Writing

The first half of the month was devoted to simultaneously writing and editing The Reanimator’s Fate. I had finished most of TRF by January, but I ended up leaving a bit to dangle while I finished editing in order to make sure I made the best ending possible and that everything tied to together cohesively. I try not to write and do final edits at the same time, but sometimes, it happens. While I don’t like to cut it so close to my deadlines, it couldn’t be helped. Luckily, it all worked out, and I was only stressed out right at the end. I’m very envious of authors who are done with their books weeks or months ahead of their release. I am definitely not that person, though I would like to be. Given any length of time, I will fill it like a liquid, lol. Apart from Kobo having technical difficulties that are beyond my control, my release went well. Hopefully, that will be sorted soon, but I’m pleased that my readers seem to be enjoying TRF. That’s all I could have asked for.


Hopes for February

  • Outline “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Write most, if not all, of “An Unexpected Christmas” (TRM #4.5)
  • Reread Flowers and Flourishing
  • Take notes on Flower and Flourishing for the rewrite
  • Read 8 books
  • Send out newsletter
  • Blog weekly
  • Keep up with grading
  • Manage my stress
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Problem with Kobo

Dear readers,

I am aware there is an issue right now with Kobo. Those of you who preordered The Reanimator’s Fate through Kobo may have received an email saying it was cancelled. I did not cancel the preorder or make the book unavailable and was unaware of the issue until a few readers reached out.

After a little investigating, it turns out that there is an on-going issue with books put on Kobo by Draft2Digital, which is the distributor I use. I have reached out to them for info, but besides that the problem is being worked on behind the scenes, I have no further info, unfortunately.

I greatly appreciate your patience in regards to getting your copies of The Reanimator’s Fate. As soon as the problem is fixed, I will make a new post to let you all know (here and on my social media accounts). If you are tech savvy, you can buy a copy of The Reanimator’s Fate on Itchio and download it onto your Kobo.

I am very sorry that you are all having to deal with this issue, but I hope you will wait for The Reanimator’s Fate and enjoy it when it becomes available on Kobo again.

For non-Kobo readers, it is available on all other retailers without issue.

Thank you all for your patience and for reaching out to me to let me know about this issue,

Kara

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Three Days Until The Reanimator’s Fate

As of when this post goes live, it is exactly 3 days until The Reanimator’s Fate (TRM #4) comes out!

The cover for The Reanimator's Fate (TRM #4) by Kara Jorgensen
Cover by Crowglass Designs

The Reanimator’s Fate is the fourth book in the Reanimator Mysteries series and follows Oliver, Felipe, and Gwen as they fight to save the Paranormal Society. Here is the blurb:

An autistic necromancer, his undead love, and a future in peril.

The Paranormal Society has been Oliver’s home for over a decade, yet he still isn’t sure where he fits. At Gwen’s suggestion, Oliver joins the mutual aid committee, but between misunderstandings, sabotage, and a life-changing proposition, Oliver once again fears he is out of his depth. At least there’s one thing he can count on: Felipe and the cases they solve together.

Felipe has always been the one everyone can depend on, but after years of bloodshed, fighting, and death, the cracks are beginning to show. The gruesome cases that once sustained him, now fill him with dread to the point that he questions how long he can keep going before he breaks. But if he isn’t a weapon, then what good is he to anyone?

A sinister plot against magical folks is unfolding, one that threatens to destroy the Paranormal Society from the inside. Can Oliver and Felipe grow into the men they were always meant to be, or will their doubt spell their doom?

The Reanimator’s Fate is the fourth book in the Reanimator Mysteries series and is my eleventh full-length book (twelfth if you count Flowers and Flourishing). It takes place in the same universe as my other books and is set in the New York Paranormal Society, which is mentioned in Kinship and Kindness. You can also grab several free in-between book short stories in the freebie section of my website. The content warnings for book 4 are listed below and are also in the book are well.


CWs: Murder, descriptions of corpses/autopsies, on page sexual content, ableism against autistic people, brief period-typical homophobia, suicidal ideation, violence, blood, gore, anxiety attack, medical peril, self-harm and ideation


The paperback of The Reanimator’s Fate is currently on Amazon and will move to other retailers in the coming weeks. You can still preorder the ebook at all major retailers or you can request it from your library system when it comes out January 29th, 2026. The audiobook is currently in the works and will be available late spring/early summer of 2026 if all goes according to plan.

If you pick up a copy of The Reanimator’s Fate, I hope you will leave a review on Goodreads, StoryGraph, or your favorite retailer! They really help authors like me out in terms of visibility and credibility.

Monthly Review

December 2025 Wrap-Up Post

December was actually a very lovely, chill month for me. Yes, the holidays are chaotic, but somehow I had a really good time writing, chilling with my partner, and wrapping up the semester. Let’s take a look at what my goals were for December:

  • Finish writing the book
  • Edit Act 2 part 2
  • Read 8 books
  • Send out newsletter
  • Wrap presents
  • Blog weekly
  • Post grades/finish grading
  • Set up Q1 and 2026 goals

Books

My goal was to read 8 books, and I read exactly 8 this month.

  1. The Dawnhounds (#1) by Sascha Stronach- 4 stars, a fantasy world with magic, mushrooms, and gods meddling in the human world. It’s very fast-paced and probably the first New Zealand/Maori author I’ve read.
  2. Cronus by P. Djeli Clark- 4 stars, a dystopian short story about misinformation and the destruction of Black history. Very timely.
  3. Monstress (#10) by Marjorie Liu and Sana Takeda- 4 stars, a brutal addition to the story where we learn more about the warring factions of eldritch beings behind the scenes.
  4. After Hours at Dooryard Books by Cat Sebastian- 5 stars, a gay romance set in Vietnam War Era NYC centered around a bookstore that takes in troubled people. The latest one has a past in the government and a “normal” life he’s left/buried, and now, he must figure out the kind of future he wants with his Whitman-loving bookseller.
  5. Fugitive Telemetry (#6) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, I don’t want to give away too much because it’s mid-series, but I really love Murderbot and how he relates to not only the other robots but the humans he loves.
  6. System Collapse (#7) by Martha Wells- 4 stars, see previous.
  7. The Moon on a Rainy Night (#8) by Kuzushiro- 4 stars, the one MC may be starting to realize she has romantic feelings for the other MC. I love a very low stress volume where the girls get to figure things out together.
  8. The Invisible Man and his Soon-to-be Wife (#6) by Iwatobineko- 4 stars, they have moved in together finally! I love watching the MCs figure things out as a blind human woman x invisible man couple with some help from their friends and family.

Admin/Behind-the-Scenes Stuff

  • Wrote a lot of The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Started editing The Reanimator’s Fate
  • Put together my goals for 2026
  • Made my 2026 writing plans
  • Finished all of my grading
  • Maintained my mental health
  • Played/finished Is This Seat Taken?
  • Wrapped Christmas presents
  • Enjoyed Christmas and New Year

Blog


Writing

I wrote a lot in December, but I ultimately did not finish the book by the end of the month. I was under the foolish assumption that I could power through on Christmas, and that did not happen. One of my biggest faults is assuming I am super human and will not have autoimmune flares or days where I feel crappy or am just busy. I’m trying to be better about this, but yeah, I will definitely need a few days in January to wrap it fully up. While writing, I also edit the first half of my work, so luckily, I’m fairly far along into the process in regards to editing. My process feels very circular, like a snake chasing its tail, but it works for me.


Hopes for January

  • Finish writing/editing TRF
  • Format TRF
  • Publish TRF (1/29)
  • Start working on the #4.5 story
  • Read 8 books
  • Blog weekly
  • Send out my newsletter
  • Set up my stuff for the semester
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One Month Until The Reanimator’s Fate

We are officially one month out until the release of The Reanimator’s Remains (TRM #4), which you can preorder at all major retailers here. Since we are getting so close, I thought I would share with you the prologue to whet your appetite.


Prologue

The Cat Burglar

Mr. George Chadwick Livingston III’s home off Fifth Avenue contained many things: massive marble mantles imported from Italy, stained glass windows made in Tiffany’s workshop, enamel vases purchased from Faberge in the style of the Russian tsars, wardrobes filled with gowns from Worth and Doucet, antiquities looted from cultures around the globe, and the best display of good breeding and taste a first-generation steamer magnate could buy. What it didn’t contain was a bobcat, yet when the clock struck two, the wildcat slid out from under the sofa and regarded the man’s well-stocked library with a gleam in its eye. The creature purred as it silently padded to each door and confirmed that the room was locked and the halls beyond it were empty of people. The bobcat and Enoch Whitley, the man who shared a body with it, had waited nearly a month for this day, and they weren’t going to squander it by getting caught.

With a shove, Enoch forced the bobcat to relinquish its hold. Their body locked and convulsed like a machine in need of oil after weeks in bobcat form. They bit back a hiss as their skull split and the cat’s sharp canines retracted in favor of a row of square, crooked teeth. Across their body, their skin crawled as fur was replaced with flesh and greying brown hair, but the sensation was nothing compared to the pain of the breaking and remaking of bones and the tearing of muscle. Enoch clamped his mouth shut as the pain reached a crescendo that turned to nausea. He shouldn’t have waited so long to shift. He was too old, and at some point, waiting too long would be his undoing. Resting his head against the Indian rug, Enoch panted and shut his eyes until his heart quieted and the last echoes of the transformation passed.

If one of the maids had walked in, they would have found him as naked and vulnerable as a baby bird, but that was the price he paid for shifting. His lips twitched at the thought of being caught like that again as he forced himself upright, one spindly limb at a time. It had been a long time since he had been so careless. Touching his neck for his collar of clothes, Enoch found it bare and let out a disappointed hum. The damned cat forgot them. His spare clothes had been bundled around his neck when they snuck into the mansion weeks earlier, but somewhere along the way, they had been left behind. Enoch scratched at the stubble on his chin and tried to remember where his clothing might be. Clothes were too expensive to leave behind if he could help it. Unfortunately, when he was a passenger in the bobcat’s mind for too long, it was easy to forget inconsequential things like clothes or the days of the week. The bobcat cared only for sleeping, eating, and whatever quarry Enoch set its mind to. He and the bobcat were alike in that way; while the cat didn’t care a fig about books, it enjoyed the hunt.

Glancing up at the oculus high above his head, Enoch watched a flurry of snow twist and dance across the glass. It had been thoroughly autumnal when they snuck into the Livingstons’ manor, but he had barely noticed nature’s slow slide into winter while nestled in the bobcat’s mind. At least the rich man’s palace was warm even without a fire. No matter. If he couldn’t find his clothes, he would simply secure the book with a table cloth or rag and leave in furs again. He would just have to be careful that the book didn’t fall out or get wet. Enoch frowned but shrugged to himself as his not quite human eyes adjusted to the meager light. He would figure something out.

Drifting to the nearest shelf, Enoch ran his gaze over the rows of books and was relieved to find that the library had some semblance of organization. He couldn’t abide rich swells who couldn’t tell a folio from a grimoire and stored their books in the most asinine fashion. He sometimes stole more from people who organized their books by size or color on principle. Arranging books by their outward appearance showed their owners didn’t care about what was inside them, just how they looked. They were often the same people who ripped off the original covers and plastered on a generic piece of fancy dyed leather, so it matched their rug and couches. Enoch’s lip curled at the thought of the books he prized so dearly being pinned down and having their wings ripped off like a butterfly to satisfy some decorative fancy. It was sacrilegious.

As he moved to the next shelf, Enoch ran a loving hand over the spine of a book he already owned. He had taken his copy from a collection at a college in Poughkeepsie several years earlier, and while Mr. Livingston’s copy was in better condition, Enoch felt no need to take it. The knowledge inside was the same, even if the cover was crisper, but his esteem for Mr. Livingston and his book agent grew a fraction. The man may have known nothing of books, but it was obvious the person he hired as his agent did. His library wasn’t nearly as large or prestigious as that of the other robber barons who lived on Fifth Avenue, but the dearth of the collection along with the trophy pieces were well chosen to make him look sensible yet affluent. Giving his agent free rein to organize it as he wished had lent the library an air of discernment and forethought. So many people put books in alphabetical order to save time, and that was nearly as bad as grouping them by appearance. When Enoch had last been allowed in the Paranormal Society’s library, they had used the Dewey Decimal System, which Enoch disliked for his own reasons, but that had been a while ago. Resentment kindled like a coal in his breast, but he smothered it by focusing on his quarry. It didn’t matter if the society didn’t understand his mission; he didn’t need them or their books as long as he could still shift. With their hovering librarians, missing books were spotted so quickly, but in a library like this, a book could go missing and not be noticed for years, or so he hoped.

The man Mr. Livingston had hired to stock his library—Ramsey, Ransom, something like that—had sought out titles that were not fought over by the men of the Grolier Club, yet the books he had purchased were still fairly rare and in good shape with the occasional treasure. If Enoch had been a cat burglar with less scruples, he might have grabbed a few of the nicer boring books and lived off the proceeds for years. But that wasn’t what he came for. Silently padding up the curling iron staircase in the corner, Enoch’s eyes glowed in the meager starlight like a cat’s. The book he wanted had to be up there somewhere. On the first floor, the higher shelves had been used for flaunting the more expensive treasures, visible but not easily touched. If this were his library, he would put the more controversial books on the second floor, out of reach and out of the way of prying eyes. The bobcat purred in his head as they reached a corner that couldn’t be glimpsed from the floor below. There were saucy books that probably contained some interesting etchings or turns of phrase, things that could no longer be sold through the mail legally, but Enoch didn’t care about those. He needed a book for his research library, and for once, he knew exactly who purchased it. The only question was if Livingston or his agent truly knew what it was; that would change where they put it.

Enoch squinted and blinked, his eyes and brain struggling over the titles as he skimmed row after row of spines. When he set off to steal this book, he hadn’t expected to get stuck in the cat’s head for weeks, but fate had smiled upon him that day. He had been perusing the shelves of his favorite bookshop when Mr. Livingston’s agent came in to check on whether an order of books had come in. As soon as the proprietor mentioned The Corpus Arcanum, Enoch had been unable to rip his attention away. The book had been on his desiderata for years, and he needed it. The next night he broke into the bookshop and went through the man’s papers to find the buyer. What he hadn’t realized was that Mr. Livingston had purchased it along with several dozen others.

The rest of the books were mundane or illicit in far less interesting ways, and Enoch couldn’t help but wonder why he had purchased a book on magic. He thought maybe Livingston was a collector of esoteric books, not for what they contained but for their age or strangeness. The library so far hadn’t contained anything particularly interesting or useful to him. Perhaps, the agent had merely gotten a feeling that he should buy it. That happened to non-magical people sometimes. If their blood contained the dregs of magic from some long-dead ancestor, they were drawn to magical objects like moths to a flame even if they couldn’t use them.

Enoch had expected to stake out the house for a few days before stealing the book. What he hadn’t expected was the book agent to quibble with Mr. Livingston about the organization of his library. For days, the bobcat had sat under the sofa as books were taken down, reorganized, cataloged, and the new books unpacked. Eventually, the bobcat refused to stay still for so long, so they took to learning the routines of the household staff and family, which halls were safe to traverse in daylight, and when the master of the house would next be away on business. He had decided to wait until Mr. Livingston left for England to take the book. The man spent a great deal of time in his library, and Enoch feared that if he didn’t wait until the new books lost their shine, their absence would be noticed. A life of bibliomania had taught him that book lovers always came in from time to time to marvel at their latest purchases, turning them over in their hands, and feeling that swell of satisfaction that it was theirs. Enoch knew the feeling well. Every book he stole for his research library was a treasure to be stroked and admired until he went after his next quarry. It was only when a new book took its place that it became one of many.

Waiting to take the book while Mr. Livingston was away was the smart thing to do. He and the book man were the only ones who came into the library with any regularity, and by the time he returned, his latest purchases and their locations on the shelf would have dulled in his memory. After a month of lurking in the shadows, Enoch would leave the mansion with far less mice than when he arrived in exchange for the book he needed. All things considered, it seemed a fair trade, and it wasn’t as if Mr. Livingston could use the book anyway.

As Enoch reached the second to last shelf, his breath hitched at the sudden kick of adrenaline coursing through his veins. There it was: The Corpus Arcanum. After years of trying to get his hands on it, it was finally his. The title had been written on the ribbed spine in a bold, golden script by some enterprising librarian over a century ago, but it was still in its original binding. Wiping his sweaty palms across his leg, Enoch steadied his shaking hands before carefully pulling it out. It had been stuck between two mundane volumes from the Renaissance, so he quickly shuffled the other books around it to obscure the space where the tome had been. Sinking to the floor of the catwalk, Enoch stared down at his prize and ran a reverent hand over the black, goatskin cover. No wonder the book agent had bought it for Mr. Livingston’s collection; it was beautiful. He had expected it to be plain and ugly like so many magical books were, but it was covered in gilded arabesques and stars that reflected the intricacies of the work within.

The collected knowledge of magic in one thick volume, and now it was his. He had begged the librarians at the Paranormal Society to let him into the special collections to read it, but that cantankerous old prune wouldn’t let him. His research was never worthy enough to gain him entry, though he was certain old Turpin kept him out to keep him from gaining too much knowledge. Enoch ran his fingers hungrily down the book’s spine as the bobcat purred loudly in his head. He didn’t need the Paranormal Society anymore. He had a library of his own. One that would soon rival them if he could find a few more books on his desiderata. He would make them regret dismissing him.

Cradling the book close, Enoch returned to the first floor and swept his glowing gaze for anything he might use to tie the book to the cat. The covers on the tables would be missed, and when he rifled through Mr. Livingston’s desk, he didn’t find so much as a handkerchief. Why would he keep one on hand when he could merely order a servant to bring him one? Enoch shoved the draw shut with a grunt and closed his eyes. He tried to picture the house from the bobcat’s perspective; there was a linen closet a few hallways over near the dining room where there were plenty of napkins that wouldn’t be missed. To get there, he would have to take to furs again and leave The Corpus Arcanum behind. Cold sweat broke on Enoch’s back at the thought of putting the book back or not being able to return to take it. If a maid heard him rummaging around, she might chase the cat off or realize there had been a robbery. The binding creaked beneath his fingers. He couldn’t risk going into the bobcat’s head for weeks again to get another chance. He had to leave with the book tonight. He needed this book for his research.

Enoch’s gaze sharpened. That was it. He needed the knowledge within the pages for his research, not the book itself. He had at least two hours before the staff began to wake. That was plenty of time to confirm a theory or two and satisfy his curiosity in case he had to wait to come back for the book. Settling at Mr. Livingston’s massive desk, Enoch suppressed a chuckle at how ridiculous he must look. He much preferred his usual ritual of showing off his latest find at the Guttenberg Club and then reading it in their parlor with a glass of port. Then again, Benjamin Franklin supposedly did his best work in the nude, so at least there was precedent. Cracking the cover, Enoch’s heart fluttered in anticipation. He skimmed over the front page of The Corpus Arcanum, his eyes lingering on the book curse written in gilded ink.

He who steals this paper and ink

Into death he shall sink.

May he enjoy these words today

For he shall not live to see another day.

Such charming things, book curses. Too bad they didn’t work. If they did, he would have been dead long ago. Flicking through the pages, Enoch skimmed the headings for the information he needed most. His head swam with a heady euphoria he rarely felt outside his library. The Corpus Arcanum was perfect. It had everything he needed. It probably held the secrets that would unlock everything if he had more than one lifetime to study it. He kept catching himself stopping to read random passages, but he needed to keep moving if he wanted to get out before dawn. He would read it all in due time, he reminded himself. When the next two pages stuck, Enoch went to lick his thumb but froze. The cat growled in his head as he stared down at this hand. His fingertips, nails and all, were black with ink. He wiped his hand against his bare leg, but the color held fast. He distantly knew this development was alarming, but as long as the paper was free of smudges, he didn’t care. Wiping his finger against the page, the words beneath it bubbled to the surface. They shimmered with wetness before soaking into his skin, their meaning sinking into him like a knife. Enoch stared at it with equal parts reverence and horror. The bobcat released a low rumble, but Enoch ignored it. The book wanted to become one with him. It had chosen him. He had heard of it happening, but he needed to read it first before he could take on all of its knowledge. He would take care now and wear gloves when he brought it to his library. Yes, gloves…

He nearly set the book down on the desk when a shuddering chill passed through him and a cold sweat broke on his back. His fingers tightened on the cover of their own accord. He stared transfixed as the words at the top of the page glowed and rearranged themselves. The letters danced and swayed to an unseen metronome until the world around him faded away. They flickered into new phrases, new connections, new information no human had ever gleaned before. Enoch gasped. It was exactly what he had always wanted to know. The Corpus Arcanum drew him in and held him tight until he could see nothing but the threads of the hidden world that had become his life’s work. It was connected. It was all connected. Tears stung his eyes as they trailed down his cheeks in oily, black streaks. He had been right. He had been right about so many things.

His teeth chattered and his heart thudded in his ears, but it didn’t matter because he had been right. He needed to gather disciples. Yes, he would start a school. The knowledge was in his eyes, his mouth, his ears. The words swam in his vision and pulsed in time with his blood. He would teach others. He would pass— Bitter, metallic saliva pooled in his mouth, but when he tried to swallow it, he choked. Ink surged up Enoch’s throat, spilling from his lips in a torrent. He gagged as it poured down his chin and out his nose. The ink flowed from every orifice, but he wouldn’t stop it even if he could. The Corpus Arcanum was in him. They were one. Blood spilled onto the page and wicked the words away in a tide of black as whispers filled his ears and letter after letter flickered across his vision like a zoetrope. Meaning pulsed through his veins in time with the pump of his faltering heart. The bobcat tried to mewl a warning, but the sound died beneath the rising black tide. Enoch couldn’t breathe. He couldn’t think. He didn’t have to. He knew everything. He finally knew everything. A beatific grin crossed his lips as his eyes rolled back in his skull, and he glimpsed the world he had longed to see.